CW'S IN THIS CHAPTER //
Mention of su!c!de
S3lf harm
- { This chapter is in first person btw <3 }I woke up, with my alarm clock going
off. I thought that it was a Sunday, but it was Monday. But I had just realised it was my first day of a new school and I was way too nervous. I had a glance at my alarm clock on the white nightstand and it was 8:30am. I just didn't care first but I just realised that my new school starts at 8:45am! I was literally almost late, so I hoped out of bed swiftly.I rushed into the bathroom, hoping into the shower as quick as possible. I got out of the shower, swiftly drying myself off. Running to the wardrobe to get the school uniform and got dressed. Sprayed some perfume on myself and quickly styling my hair. Putting on some eyeliner, a bit of blush and curled my lashes.
I finally finished getting ready and ran downstairs to get her bag and books. Yanking her bag off the wood floor, running to the front door, taking the house key and tying up her white converse. Locking the front door and running out into the streets of London.
' Fuck. ' I thought to myself. I glared at my old watch and it was 8:45am. My had already started and I wasn't even close to the school grounds! And reality hit Me. I had to take the train to school, which took 20 minutes. "Shit and it takes 10 minutes to get to the train station!" I blurted out into the busy roadways of London, stressed.
I finally got to the train station, out of breath. I had made it on the train and I took out my headphones, listening to my playlist.
Finally, I got to her school. Getting off the train, checking the time and shit! It was 9:15am. I was 30 minutes late to school. Not just 'school' but her first day of school! "Whatever." I whispered quietly to myself, ashamed of what i've done already.
Striding through the school hallways, looking at my timetable. Fuck. I didn't know where my first class was! And I was already 30 minutes late. Thank god, I found my class, which was math class.
I took a deep breath before I entered the classroom.
I had walked in, all eyes looking on me like a bullet. "Why are you late?" The teacher demanded angrily. "I-I'm new to this class.." I quickly said, visibly nervous. "Aah, fine. I'll let you off scott free this time." The teacher said. She pointed to where my seat was and great, I sat at the back of the class in the corner. I didn't mind though, it was pretty peaceful at the back.
Finally, break one bell rang. And thank god it rang. I has always dreaded math classes. But once again, reality hit me. I was all alone for break one, but that's fine, cause I was already kinda used to it. And plus, music class was next which I was very exited for.
Break one ended and I was walking to music class. I got to her classroom, looking at how big it was.
I entered the doors of the music room and saw everyone there, but the person who stood out to me the most is a tall fluffy brown haired boy, with brown eyes. I had zoned out and was just staring to this strangers eyes. "Hello?" The boy asks, very confused on why this girl is looking at him blankly. "Oh- uhm sorry I was just-" I stuttered on my words and couldn't get my words out. "Are you ok..?" He asked. "Ye-" I almost said, but getting interrupted by the music teacher. "Hey, sit down please." Mr. Jackson said, making me sit down within seconds.
"So guys, today we have a new student! If you couldn't already tell. How you come up and introduce yourself?" So I walked up, trying not to embarrass myself. "Hi.. I'm Y/n and i'm 15, I like to draw and my favourite animal are cats." The room filled with a round of applause. So I sat back down.
"Thank you Y/n!" Mr. Jackson said. "Well since Y/n did an introduction for herself, how about all of you guys do an introduction since Y/n doesn't know you all yet." Mr. Jackson swiftly said, clapping once before he said that sentence. So everyone went around the room. "Hello, I'm Evie and I like dogs." "Hello I'm Zack and I like birds." It literally went like that. Boring. Until it got to the tall boy siting next to me. The only sentence I was paying attetion too. "Hello! I'm William and I love playing guitar." And goly gosh his voice was so charming.
As quick as music class started, it ended. Gosh my next music class wasn't until two weeks! So, it was break 2. I again sat down, lonely as usual. Then, Willam came up to me. "Hi! I saw you in my music class and I was thinking we could be pretty good friends?" He said, very happily as he was holding his hand out. "Sure, I mean- im kind of lonely.. I don't think your friends would like to see you hang out with a loner like me." I chuckled, trying to let it off low and cool. "Oh, well that's ok. Who even cares what other people think?" He said, with a light smile resting on his face. "I guess." I said, biting into my ham sandwich from yesterday cause I didn't have time in the morning to make my lunch. We both had a conversation for a couple minutes until William's friends came up to us. "What the fuck are you doing with this loner Willam." His friends say, scaring me quickly at the sight of them. "Uhm nothing!" Willam says, swiftly getting up and wiping the dust off his clothes. "I thought so. Go cut yourself, suicidal bitch." His friend group said, cackling. They flipped my sandwich onto my face and they just walked away. All William could do is look at me and play along. I was so hurt.
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