The Both Of You~ Hayes and Nash Grier Fanfiction

Loosing It

* Nash's POV*

I woke up at Mahogany's house. ALl I could remember was going to a party after Homecoming. I sat up with a pain in my back, I limped over to the guest bedroom to see Jadah cuddling up to a huge teddy bear. I chuckled and slowly removed the bear. I slid myself next to her. I stared at her for about 10 minutes then I kissed her.

Me- Wake up!

Jadah- Oh God! Ow! What happened?!

She was holding her neck as she whined.

Me- We had a wild party last night/

Jadah- God my head hurts.

I looked out side and my car was gone.

Me- Jadah! Where is my car!?

Jadah- Idk I didn't drive it!

Now I have to call my mom and get my self into some crap.

Me- Hey mom.

Elizabeth- Hi!

Me- Yeah.. I need you to pick me up.

Elizabeth- Why?

Me- My car kinda went missing last night...

Elizabeth- HAMILTON NASH GRIER!!! ME AND SKYLYNN ARE THE ONLY ONES HOME AND SHE IS SLEEPING!!! HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO THIS?!

Me- Please!

Elizabeth- FINE!

* Jadah's POV*

I thought to myself what it would be like to just be free. No parents.

Nash- Babe... do you wanna maybe move out and get a house together?

I wanted to but as soon as he asked me I went into shock.

Nash- Please?

Me- What will mom say?

Nash- idk... I just wanna be free with you and no one else...

I kissed his cheek and walked out the house to moms car.

Elizabeth- You guys are in a lot of trouble!

I frowned to the thought of asking to move out. I looked down at my ripped dress. Then back up to Skylynn plugging her ears.

Me- Damn...

Nash- Ugh.. Mom just stop yelling Gosh!

I looked over at Nash concerned he was going to do something he regretted doing.

Nash- MOM!!! STOP YELLING YIU TREAT ME LIKE IM 5 YEARS OLD I CAN HANDLE MY OWN LIFE!!!

Elizabeth- Nash! You treat me like I don't love you! You should be glad I'm letting Jadah stay here! I should be pissed like her mom! All she does is pity to you like a bitch!

Those words made me feel like I was worth nothing. It began to pour.

Me- Stop here.

Nash- Where are you going.

Me- I'm sorry Nash.

I let a couple tears drop as the cold rain hit me.

Nash- UGH I HATE YOU YOU RUIN EVERYTHING.

He screamed at his mom jumping out of the car.

He ran after me in the rain I was ashamed of myself, I cried and cried as him mom ran through a puddle next to me. I fell over as he walked to me.

Nash- babe I'm sorry..

Me- NO!

I screamed at him pushing him away now walking faster. I stopped at the park we had our first date at hoping he wouldn't see me.

Nash- Please...

Me- I can't handle this.

He lifted my chin and kissed me. At first I wanted to push away but my arms wouldn't let me. He took off his flannel and handed it to me.

Me- thanks.

All I did was stare at the ground. At this point in my life I wanted to die. The past couple of days I have been reading Nash's comments in our pics and ive been called to many bad things. I... I know what I have to do. When we made it home I sloshed my vans in the corner and dashed into the bathroom.

Me- Come in where are you?

I looked up and noticed a razor. I took it apart and removed one of the blades.

Me- Please. Okay... One for all the bull I have been through... Two for Elizabeth... And three for hurting Nash...

I looked down at the three bloody slits in my skin.

Nash- BABE? WHERE ARE YOU?

Me- uh... Coming.

I pulled down the flannel sleeve.

Me- I'm sorry.

Nash- Nah I'm sorry.

He looked down at the flannel sleeve. It had little red dots appearing on it. As he frowned I moved my arm.

Me- Its just some lipstick...

He gave me a concerned look and walked away. I slipped myself into our room and searched for something long sleeved to wear so he couldn't see the cuts.

Me- NASH!! I NEED SOMETHING TO WEAR!!!

Nash- There is a football jersey in my closet.

Me- Anything long sleeved?

Nash- Nah.

I began digging in my clothes to find a white long sleeved sweater.

I sat on the bed without pants. Nash soon walked in staring at me.

Me- What?

Nash- Your the sexiest girlfriend ever, it's also kind weird to see your girlfriend waiting for you.

He ran over to me and kissed me aggressively. I couldn't do this. I was scared of him to see my wrist.

Me- Stop.

Nash- What? You've never told me to stop before...

Me- I... We have a test tomorrow I need some sleep.

He held my wrist pulling me into one of our goodnight kisses. I weeped at the pain.

Nash- Sorry! What happened?

Me-Nothing.

I dosed off in his arms. I could tell he knew something was up.