* Jadah's POV*
I woke up to the horrible sound of the alarm clock. I kissed Nash and slammed on the alarm. I took a shower joined by Nash once again. He turned me around kissing my wrist, I told you its gonna be okay... I placed my hand on his chest. After the shower I went and got dressed. Something made me feel comfortable with not putting powder on my cuts. I put on a white alphabet crop top with a matching skirt. I skipped over to the kitchen and grabbed a peice of bacon Hayes was cooking.
Hayes- Hey I'm sorry.
Me- Sure but just know I can't take you back, You gave away the baby..
Hayes- How was a 13 year old supposed to handle it.
Me- You shouldn't have messed with a 16 year old. Just saying, your to young anyways to be doing that stuff.
Soon Nash walked downstairs to see me turning red. Trust me with my tan skin that has never happened before. He pulled me away from Hayes then placed a peck on my nose. He walked me to the bus. Soon all I was getting was stares. Then all the way from the back a girl with blonde hair sitting by Hayes called out.
" Hey cutter!!!" Hayes laughed.
Apparently her name was Sara, the only person I told was Nash.
Me- How does he know?!
Nash- I kinda told him.. I was crying yesterday because I was scared you were going to do something to yourself, so when he asked me whats wrong I told him..
This just make want to do it again. I gave Hayes a frown and sat next to Nash.
Me- Its okay I guess..
Nash- Seriously.. its not. I'm sorry.
Me- ITS FINE!!
I didn't mean to yell and the bus got quiet.
Sara- She's gonna cut when she gets home!
Hayes- Yeah. I'll be recording.
I felt a warm drizzle on my face. Once it hit my wrist I whipped it away. They whole day was hell for me.. I had to sit through lunch getting called names. I had to go through gym being the only one hit by a doge balls. Nash was on my team though. That's really all I needed, I love Nash but Ii'm scared one day I'll hurt him. After gym I slowly walked home. We walked in to see Cameron on the couch.
Me- CAMERON!!!!
Cameron- JADAH!!!
Nash- Your welcome.. She was depressed.
I heard him whisper to Cam about my cutting.
Me- I still should.
Cam- Huh?
Me- Nothing... But I need to fix my make up..
I walked up stairs thinking about Hayes. Why would he do this.... I looked forward to Hayes. He walked up and pushed my shoulder.
Me- Just because you " don't " have a kid anymore doesn't mean you take it out on me!
I shoved him back crying. I ran into the restroom. You could instantly hear Nash and Cam yelling at Hayes. I went through the drawers.
Me- Gotcha..
Nash had hidden the razors from me. I pushed the blade against my skin.
Me- For Hayes...
I said before I slid it across. So many tears fled onto my wrists. The bleeding stopped and I walked out there.
Me- Hey Nash can I borrow a sweater?
Nash- Sure..
I put it on and walked downstairs. Nash was crying with his head in his hands.
Nash- I know you weren't doing your makeup..
Cameron patted his back. I could feel Hayes's crystal eyes burning through my soul.
Hayes- I heard you say for Hayes. That's bull crap.
Me- Have you not been paying attention to what you did to me today?!
Hayes- I don't care.
Nash stood up.
Nash- Shut up Hayes! You need to leave her alone!
He grabbed my wrist and pulled up the sleeve.
Nash- See this?!
He pointed to the three scars and the new cut. I began to freak out.
Me- STOP!!!
I ran upstairs crying.
Skylynn- Can you both just shut it? I'm tryna watch my frozen!
I pulled down the sleeve and layyed under the covers. I heard Nash burst in.
Nash- Babe? Are you okay?
Me- Yeah. Why.
Nash- UGH! Hayes pisses me off so much!
Me- Why is he even doing this?
Nash- To get your attention.
Me- I'm sorry.
Nash- Please don't do it again babe.. I love you, Hayes is a douche.. OH MY GOD I WANNA PUNCH SOMETHING!!
Me- Punch Hayes.
Nash- I will get grounded. Nevermind screw it.
He ran out.
Me- I WAS JOKING!!!
All I could hear after that was a screaming Hayes. I ran downstairs.
Me- Nash stop!
Hayes- Why are you helping me?
Me- I would beat your ass too but I'm " too weak" Like you said.
He looked down as Nash ran up the steps. I ran in with him and hugged him.
Me- I'll try not too..
I snuggled up next to him as he played GTA. Soon sleep had come on me.
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The Both Of You~ Hayes and Nash Grier Fanfiction
FanfictionMy Name is Jadah. I'm sixteen and currently live in North Carolina with my mom Stacy. My dad left us after my mom started drinking, I also babysit for the Griers/ Floyds litterly almost everyday since Nash and Hayes are always out and their parents...