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Chapter 1 ;

My name is Ash , Ashley lisa Horan
Well i'm being preferred to be called as Ash.
I'm a student in Cambridge University
And yes if you people are wondering , i am Niall Horan's little sister.
Yes Yes Yes that irish guy from a band called One Direction.
It's has been a year and a half since i have met my brother.
Miss him truck loads
Let me share some of my thoughts of niall pfft i mean my brother
Okay he can be such an asshole this second and then hug me tightly the next moment
He is one hella fine brother
I mean like not his looks but the way he is as a person
Theres a side where he doesnt show to the public
He rarely has girlfriends , he's carefree
He still have hard time communicating with girls especially during dates or blind dates that my mum used to set up
Okay we're done with him
Well he's living in the world of Fame and alot of fans you get it
I get hates & criticism like 24/7
I self-harm and tried many suicide attempts
Niall doesnt know about this but one day i really hope he notice i need my brother
Niall is the only guy that will never cheat on me and leave me because he is my brother and always by my side all the time emotionally
Many Boys have fuck things up and then bring shame to my name
Ive became a laughing stock at school
People call me as a nerd
I am not a nerd , it is just the way i appeared to be
I'm an ordinary simple 18 years old girl living the life of tumblr and social media
But i'm not an addict as others
I'm a book worm , an athlete & artist
3 different sides of me yes i see that
I'm an art student & i run
I go on researches and goes to the library like most of my time to search for books about art and from there my interest in reading grows
I don't undertand why i've been treated this way
I just want a happier life out of university
Come on Ash , 1 Month left and you'll graduate as a degree student