Sorry ;

Chapter 6 ;

Why is Liam treating me like this 

I am sorry if i am really a big burden 

I don't have anyone else except for Liam and Niall 

My 2 most trusted brothers 

Liam just shut me out , what did i do to receive this kind of treatment 

I have been crying for hours and leading myself to self-harming 

Back to square one , old Ash who self harms alot due to hates i get when people know i am Niall's baby sister 

It's not my mistake to be Niall's  baby sister i mean like my mum already gave birth to me yes Madam Maura Horan 

Anxiety attacked me 

No not now Anxiety not now 

I started sobbing while slashing my wrist 

Blood starts to escape more and my vision starts to get blur

Liam pov 

I can't wait for tomorrow 

 I have to visit her now and calm her down , she might be self-harming right now 

She doesn't know i am around here 

I have to make up for my baby sister 

Without hesitation , i took panadol to reduce my hangover tomorrow 

I told Paul to drive me to Ash's house , as much as i can't drive alone 

After i reach , i immediately open the front door which isn't locked 

I start to get very worried , what might have happened just because of my words 

I started shouting "Ash ?!?! Ashley ??! Its Liam "

I rushed up to her room finding her inside the bathroom sobbing with blood all around her 

She is doing this again , this time is because of me and her anxiety 

I called the ambulance to make their way here and treat her fast before anything worse happens 

Ash pov 

As my vision gets blurry , i heard somebody came into the house 

I heard Liam's voice , I heard him calling my name 

I started sobbing more 

Why is here after shutting me out 

I can't control it anymore , i lose myself