— dear diary, it's me again. I want to put my thoughts and feelings into lyrics. make a song. but I feel like that's what Emily always wanted me to, so idk if I should or if it would hurt to make a song without her by my side. I guess I'll figure it out later. maybe. maybe not. anyways, I have to go and wake up Tristan bc it's 12pm and I woke up at 8am. So I'm extremely bored. and I hope one day I can have a better mental health and not break down in front of my friends. byee diaryyy!! —- I get up and walk over to Tristan's room. "Goodmorning" He says as I sit down next to him. "are you okay?" Tristan asked and I nodded. "yeah but im gonna go home, maybe hangout with some friends" I said as I gathered my things and said my goodbye to Tristan. I posted on my private account on instagram.
not..Viv
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Caption- wandering around town at night>> — liked by not.mase, mads.mcgraw, tristan.4presidemt, notMrmora, braid.hepner, and 200 others. — Tristan.4president- wdym, where are you?? ^^ not..Viv- Haha I'm home, wdym?
not.mase- call me back ^^ Not..viv- I'm trying to sleep.
mads.McGraw- bae go home. —- end of comments.
viva pov- shit shit. I forgot they are on thei acc. I'm like 20 minutes away from my house. my phone rings. shitt. it's a group ft call. I answer. "hey guys." I say. "why aren't you home?" Tristan asks and I sighed. "uh I'm on a walk. my mom doesn't know tho." I said smiling at the end. "go home vivian" Miguel said and i sighed and hung up. guess I'm going home. Let's see how this goes. im at the park by my house. it's like a 20 minute walk so I start walking... after about 20 minutes I show up. at my house. this will be fun. I open the door and my says. "where were you." and I sighed. "mama I was on a walk. Pls, don't get me in trouble." my mom scoffed, "you think you can sneak around and not get in trouble!" she was yelling now and I started crying. my dad walked in the room. "what's going on?" He asked. "our daughter thinks it's okay to not come home until 2 am." my mom said. my dad laughed. "you been with your bf? you slut." my mom asked. "no I was on a walk." they both looked at me. "I want you out of my house by the morning." my dad said walking back into his room. "out by 6am or else." my mom said following him. I ran to my room and grabbed a black backpack. I put some clothes, my phone and some other shit In there. My phone was at 100. and I have 3 portable chargers that are at full battery so. I'll be fine for awhile. but my friends can't know. I got a text from tristan.
