My Life

At The Begining

Hi!, My name is brittney im thirteen, So i have a story to tell u about my life heres the beganing of my life...when i was born my dad wanted nothing to do with me....when i was 7 years old i started going to my dad my mom bought me a phone to keep in touch with her becuase i didnt like going to my dads, everyother weekend was his weekend. So my mom would make me get my bag ready before school and i would walk to school and act like everything was okay when i was at school but by the end of the school day i would walk home and i would get my bags and put it in my moms car i would whine to her and say "mom? dont make me go please i dont wanna go". My mom would speak up and say "Im sorry u have to go court orders sis...text me when u get to ur dad and let me know if ur okay", i would say with tears running down my face " okay mom ". we would get in the vehicle and i would fall asleep on the way there well everytime we were early and my dad would show up nd my mom would wake me up and i start crying saying "MOM I DONT WANNA GO DONT MAKE ME GO LETS GO HOME MOM!". My mom would get my stuff and put in my dads car and i would give her a hug and kiss and id get in the car and sit there and be quite well i had a phone so i was txting my mom non-stop and my friends well one weekend i went and my dad took my phone the whole time i was there and he would make me call off his phone to tell my mom goodnight and that i loved her, then another weekend i was watching tv and he was in the kitchen he came into the living room to change the channel and he told me to move well i didnt hear him so he hit me in the head with the remote amd pulled my hair when i didnt listen. so i went home that Sunday didnt say a word to my mom anout it well another weekemd came and my dad took me out to eat well there was this girl and her parent well i think she was getting in trouble and i was starring well my dad said "stop starring and eat!" so i did and then i turned around agian and he called me a "b#### " and more and we left bc i was ready to go i didnt wanna be around him anymore but i had one day left with him....but as i go on he threatened to woop me for no reason. so i went home and told my mom what was going on at dads and she called a counseller and i was in and out there alot well i got sick and tired of it and finally i told my mom that "i lied about dad doing that stuff to me to just forget it" i was tired of ppl comming in my home non-stop and my dad calling my mom names so i just dropped it. Months go by and i didnt go to my dads. My mom had a new boyfriend she kicked me and my brother into the living room bc her boyfriend would stay the night but we slept with my mom becuase in the winter it was cold in our rooms so we just slept with our mom well it changed. more months go by and were having problems with my moms boyfriends children so they bought a hoise together and we moved in with him and more drama was going on.....thank god i had my friend thts like a sister to me her name is Taya... she helped me with everything so that summer we were living with my moms boyfriend and the got married a couple months afterward well i started to realize i needed my real dad in my life upi tried getting him to talk to me but it didnt work all the stress that i had on my shoulders...i started cut my mom didnt know my friend didnt figure out till that summer well...more drama happened with the step dads kids and so then we finally got money to buy a new house but before we found out new house my mom figured out she was pregnant and that we was having a girl.... i was so happy i was gonna be a big sister agian.. so 3 months go by we found the hoise we wanted we started moving into it....well more stuff happened with my dad i started cutting agian finally i told my mom what was going on and why i had these marks on my arms... Finaly its December my little sister was born ... i started getting in trouble with biys my mom took away my phne and everything well i told her i learned my lesson and she gave me my stuff back well she got on my laptop and got on this app i had and seen that i was doung it agian and that i was sending "pictures" well i got into big trouble my mom took away my stuff again and she wanted to talk to me about what was goung on well i nver told her we cried together but a day after that i got my stuff back i just had to be in a room with an adult and i couldnt go in my room with my phone or laptop or ipad so i was stuck like that for a month and i gotta say thanks to my mom becuase of her i have chamged my ways with boys....but the problem with my dad has not left i still to this day try to get him in my life but he basically told me im worthless and that "if i wanted him in my life i would come to his house". but its pretty bad im the one reaching out to him but he is refusing to reach out to me.