My Life

He Was Mine..

So, You know that boy I was talking about in the last chapter? Yeah? Well me and him got together.  We were together almost a MONTH. But, He broke up with me for this girl that he said was just a "friend " and that I didn't have to worry about her.  Well not even a week of us being broke up that girl and him were "talking". Hearing that broke me. I hurt so bad. The sad thing I'm so attached to him that I can't let him go. So, we still talk as friends. This past week iv been going off on him and telling him how I feel. Yet all he says is "I'm Sorry". I honestly just tell him that I know he's not sorry or he would  have not done what he did to me. But, I guess. He kinda is sorry and cares for me because if he didn't he wouldn't still be talking to me. Gawd, It hurts so bad to hear and see him be with someone else. I love him so much. I had my friend Babygirl over and  me and her had so much fun. On a Saturday night we were in my livingroom on the floor and talking about all the bad things that have happen to us and that boy jacob was on video wth us. He knows what I go and what I went through. I think he's sorry.. I don't know. He acts like he cares a lot more then what he did. I just hope he's happy tho. Even tho I am hurt. I really hope he's happy even tho that girl that is making him happy isant me.