Cheating with you

prologue

I knew I love him, It's a feeling I hide since the day I become his fubu.
It's a feeling that I always tried to hide whenever I am with him.
It's a feeling that I know is not mutual, one sided.
but it's ok, I know I just can't say no to him even when i'm with someone else, it only takes one message from him and i saw myself lying beside the man I truly love.
That from 13 years, i know that i can't make him mine and I will always be just his bed buddy. I have his body but never his heart.
But I am always willing to cheat just to be with him.