I've never really been a happy person
Half the time I'm sleeping or crying
My sisters been dead for exactly 4 months 12 days and 6 hours.
She was never a popular person
Never really a happy person either
Who knew pills go such a long way
We found her at about 10 in the morning
Cold on the floor
Her hair was matted and her pulse was no where to be found
P
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I've thought about it a few times
Maybe people won't pick on me any more
Maybe people won't tell me things that make me wanna
D
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?
Is that bad?
Mom doesn't really talk anymore sense the awful morning
Sometimes she spends her nights laying on the small round kitchen table, sobbing on piles of old bills and mail
My sisters old room is cold and empty, i walk past it sometimes and look inside
Picturing all the memories of her doing homework with rock music on
Talking to her friend on the phone for hours with a like on her sketch book
Yelling at me to get out in a high rage
R
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G
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Was it meant to happen?
Or was it just a incident?
