The Bet | Jungkook

Jɪᴀʜ x Yᴏᴏɴɢɪ

Jiah's P.O.V
It's been a while since, I've seen him. I've been avoiding him actually now that I've been caught sleeping with Jimin and he was expecting a child in the near future.

What ever happened to us? Why did he stop loving me and why did I stop loving him?

We were great together, and we were even better when Yuna despised us.

"Are you going to just stare at me?" Yoongi says putting out his blunt and leaning against the kitchen counter.

"I'm sorry." I whisper and he scoffs.

"I don't need your apology Jiah, I just want to forget everything that's ever happened." He deadpanned and my heart only sinks at his harsh words.

"What we had was real... it was beautiful and fun." I defend and he chuckles.

"You wouldn't have cheated." He rolls his eyes.

"You stopped loving me first!" I cry.

"Because the moment you saw that blonde head freak, you changed." Yoongi says avoiding eye contact.

"You were the one drifting from me, I had to force myself to pull away from you."

"I didn't think you would actually cheat on me, I thought this was just a stupid crush... but you fucked him multiple times." He looks back up at me and I try to hold back the tears in my eyes.

"I don't do this emotional ass shit, you fucked up and so did I... what we had was a waste of time." He says as he tried to leave the kitchen, but I grabbed his arm pulling making him face me again.

"I did love you, and a apart of me still does... I never meant for this... I never wanted to lose you Yoongi... let alone Yuna.... You two were all I had." I cry.

"Everything was real, everything was fucking real!" I shout and he chuckles.

"You let your lust get the best of you." He says and I frown.

"Yoongi... that's not true.." I whisper and he scoffs.

"You're still trying to lie even after everything." He shakes his head, and I close my eyes and I took a deep breath.

"You're right, I saw Jimin and I got curious, but you let your insecurities get the best of you! You stopped showing me LOVE and I craved for your affection and you didn't give it so yes I did seek else where!" I cry and he shakes his head.

"I'm leaving." He says breaking the silence between us and I only wiped my tears.

"You were my first love Yoongi." I tell him and he shakes his head.

"You were my best friend.... And I wish things didn't have to be this way... I don't want it to be this way." I tell him.

"The damage is done, it's only best we move on." He starts to light his second blunt.

"You hate me?" I only ask him and he sighs as he walks over towards me handing me the blunt.

"I don't hate you, I'm just hurt." He whispers and my heart only breaks more at the sound of his voice.

I did this.

It was nobody to blame but myself and my needs.

"Do you think we could ever be friends one day?" I ask and he sighs.

"Yeah. Maybe one day. Give it time and you need to apologize to my sister."

"I never wanted her to suffer from this." He says and I frown.

Yuna and I was a bit more complicated, I dug a deep hole.

"Fuck." I whispers as I felt the tears running down my face and Yoongi only wraps his arms around me and rubs my back.

"I'm so sorry! I really am." I cry and he shushes me.

"You're a good person. Good people aren't perfect. We all fuck up. If you want to fix it keep trying." He only says and I only hold him tighter as I cry into his chest.

"You're going to be such a great father." I whisper as I gather my thoughts and pull away from him.

"Yeah uh, I hope so." He says.

"You will be." I reassure.

"You're a lot of things, but I know you'd never turn out like your father." I tell him and smiles.

"I have to change a lot... no more drugs, less drinking, less partying... so I could be a better me." He tells me.

"I'm scared that I created a life, but maybe this was supposed to be the reason I change." Yoongi says and I smile. He's never spoke like this before, and I was truly happy that he was going to change himself for the better for his child.

I knew the chapter of Yoongi and I was now forever closed, and I've accepted that. He was my first love and I love him. Yet it was time for a new chapter in our lives, maybe it was finally time to seek happiness else where. I was at peace that some day we would be great friends and that the love we shared we both learned from it.

I just hate how it happened, but I can't change our past I can only better the future. I just needed a way to have Yuna back, Lord knows I miss her uptight self.

I look down at my phone, and get a thousand messages from Jimin.

He wanted to talk about something, which is never good dealing with these crazy people.