Baby Heroes 🤍

Bunny baby🌟🤍

Little: Junhan
Caregiver: all of Xdinary Heroes, mainly Gun-Il and jungsu.
Headspace: 2-4
Scenario: Junhan gets overwhelmed while filming and regresses. He tries to hide it, but thankfully the members notice and take care of their little baby. 🤍

Junhan woke up with a groan. His head hurt, his eyes feel strained, and his hands were aching from overplaying his guitar last night. You know, all the normal stuff he usually wakes up with. He knows it's a definite cause for concern, but he deals with it and it's never been a huge problem.

It'll stay like it is if he just chills for the day. Just lay in bed and enjoy some warm tea and maybe a muffin if he's feeling adventurous. It'll go down by nighttime and then he can sleep and—-
They have a full schedule today.
Dammit, how could he forget? They had a full schedule and he felt like dying. Not only that, he has to lug around a not-so-light guitar for fuck however long, along with vocal practices and multiple activities designed for him to come out of his shell.

A "Rock the World" episode was supposed to be filmed today as well, which meant that his hurting eyes would have to bear the glare of the fucking bright ass sun. Junhan glowered tiredly. His upset eyes accidentally made eye contact with his sloth stuffy—Hannie.

Regressing would feel really good right now. The cuddles, the toys, the kisses and the love all sound like a distant dream. He wants it.
He wants it now.

But he can't. He can make it through the day. He has to. He can't always run into his headspace every time something goes wrong in his life. He'll survive.
"Junhan-ah! Come on, we don't wanna be late!"

Yeah, he can make it through the day. He knows he can.

He can do this.

He can't do this.

  This filming is way worse than it usually is. Usually, he can stay back in the shadows of his hyungs and not socialize. This time, their director and filming crew wanted him straight in the front, they want him to MC. He didn't wanna MC. Being the MC means being in front, speaking way too much, talking consecutively, and running his social battery to the ground.

His head was trying to kill him at this point, and his eyes were absolutely no better. They hurt and he wished he could stand behind his Hyungs and rest his poor eyes for just a few minutes. But he couldn't. He just had to be the damn MC.

His fingers were still cramping, some felt like they were jammed and that fucking hurt. His headspace kept screaming at him. Let me out! It hurts, Let me help, I want out! But he couldn't let it win. He needed to stay big. Just for a few more excruciating hours.

The fuzziness in his brain did not go unnoticed. He felt it. He understood what it wanted. He understood that if he regressed now, they would have to hold the recording, and then continue when he was big again and that would take ages. And he didn't want to bother their staff or his members because they had lives and that didn't revolve around him.

He pouted at the thought of staying big for so long. He didn't wanna stay big! He wants cuddles and his paci and his caregivers, and-and---

"Junhan-ah! Focus please!"

Junhan jumped at the sudden attack on his sensitive ears. The yell hurt his ears and the scream followed with feedback from their mic. Junhan nodded shyly and bowed in apology. "Y-yes sir. I'm sorry." He muttered. He felt his head would explode if he spoke any louder. Or his words would start to muddle together, and simply could not happen. Slurred words meant regressing, and regressing meant worrying his bandmates and that would not do. Junhan was shooed off by their filming director, and quickly got back into his position. He bit back a pained whimper as the swift movement messed with his head and eyes.