[TW: TALK OF TRAUMA & HINTS OF S3XU4L AS$U!T!!!]
[Finns Pov:]
A small smiles tugs at the corners of my mouth as a walk down the halls with Robin, life is going to be absolutely shit from now on but...at least I have Robin. I'm glad I have Robin.
"So...finn..this is gonna be a bit..weird to ask but...have you been to a therapist? I mean, you haven't been in for the 2 months you been....ya know out of there." Robin asks.
I hate this question, dad tried to make me go to therapy. I don't need it, I don't want to re-live it again, I can barely close me eyes without seeing his face...
"No...I don't like talking about it with anyone, even gwen....I just don't want to re-live it, y'know?"
"I understand finney...but..can you tell me? You can skip anything you want to but tell me what you want to...I'm your friend finn, I'll always listen to you...." He says with sympathetic eyes.
"I..." I hesitate, if he finds out what he did to me down in that basement, he'll figure out just how disgusting and weak I am...but..I guess, It would be nice to tell someone about some parts...
"Okay...okay but...can we go to the bathrooms or smth..." I say finnaly
"Yea..yeah of course finn come on buddy..." Robing said putting his arm around finneys shoulder.
(IN THE BATHROOM)
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"So...uhm...where do I start?...God...when he first took..took me down to the..the uhm...the basement uh.." I can't even think of where to start, how to word it, how to explain.
"Want me to ask questions and you answer? Until you figure out how to start?"
"I uh...yeah..yeah sure..."
"Okay so...hm...what as it like down there, like, how'd it look?" He asks.
"Well...the walls were cracked, very cracked, the toilet was uh...something.." we chuckle slightly "and there was a bare, dirty mattress on the floor.."
"What did it smell like?"
"Blood, sweat, dirt and sewage? I think?" I say, I can't remeber really but I assume that is what it did.
"Sounds gross.." He says with a little smile.
"It was haha" I say giggling a bit.
....silence, it was clear Robin didn't know what else to say, I thought for a little bit then I knew-
"Okay I...I think I know where to start.." I say.
"Okay, take your time! Take as long as you need okay?"
I take a deep breath.
"So...when he took me down to the basement, I was left there for...uhm...like 2 hours, then he came down with..uhm scrambled eggs & soda...that's all I ate for..the time I was in there...and he would only feed me like 2 times a week.." I feel myself get akward. I've never spoken about it before.
"Oh...wanna get food after this?" He says with the stupid, stupidly amazing smile.
"Yeah...I'd love to..."
"A-anyway uhm...he..he was very..uhm..." I feel myself tear up, "I once woke up to him w-watching me sleep...and w-when I told him I wa..was uhm..hungry he said h..he couldn't...I asked him why..why he even came down..." i choke on my words.
"Hey..hey buddy...its okay...calm yourself down before you continue..." He says, sweetness lacing his voice ad he wipes the tears I didn't know where falling down my eyes.
"Sorry...uhm..he said...h-he uhm..o-only...only came down..to uh...l..look at me...." I say, tears falling down me cheek.
"That hijo de puta....oh finn.." he looks at me and pulls me into a hug, a warm, comforting hug.
I wrap my arms around him and aob into his shoulder, it felt amazing to tell someone.
"Do you want to tell me anything else finn?.."
"I..don't know what else to say...I'll tell you one day...just know that..I don't think I will be the same again.." I say, sinking my head down.
Robin pulls me onto his shoulder and rubbing my back in circles.
Maybe it won't be so bad here...
As long as I have Robin..
(2ND CHAPTER BABY! I LOVE THIS STORY!!!)
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Random➳Finney Angst ➳Ships: Rinny & A Small Bit Of Donna x Finney (Only In Chp 1) ➳Triggers: Mentions Of Past Abuse, Sexual Assult & Kidnapping, Self-Harm, Bullying, Attempted Suicide & PTSD. ➳AU: Finney is depressed and has major PTSD & Trauma From The...
