I got distracted easily today.. Teachers and people having a go at me because I wouldnt pay attention in class..cant you fucking see I'm lost..broken.. Cant you see the fucking pain in my eyes? Cant people just leave me alone!? As always tuesday period 5 I missed choir.my name isnt on her register for some reason..i missed too many that its too late to go back now.I wonder if max is happy now.. Not just like that,I mean like actually happy? Whats it like up there? Can he see us? Can he see.. Me? If he can ,all the things I've wanted to tell him and all the secrets I've been trying to hide.. I wonder,would he still accept me as a friend..now that he knows who I really am?
