Crankiplier Fanfic /smut

Chapter 9

"Because of...you", the moment those words came out of his mouth, my heart stopped,

everything seemed blank for a moment, as if I was in another place, away from everyone,

except myself, what did I do to make Ethan hate himself? How did I fuck up to this point?.

I couldn't focus on anything, everything seemed so blurry and I couldn't hear anything, other

than my own thoughts, "MARK HELLO?" I snap out as I hear Ethan's loud yelling, when my

vision got back, I saw Ethan holding my face with his hands, and tears in the corner of his eyes,

clearly worried about me, I grab his hands and put them down, "I just need a moment" I say as

I walk out of the room, "Mark wait i didn't mean it like that", He says, what a liar. "Then what

did you mean" I say trying to hold the fountain of tears inside of my eyes, "To be fully clear,

most of it was Amy's fault", "Amy? what are you talking about" I say as I turn back to face him,

tears clearly showing in my eyes, I was so confused, it felt like a nightmare and I wanted it to

end so badly, but yet i wanted to know the ending, "When we came clean about our feelings

for eachother, I told you that I liked you even when you were with Amy, except what you didn't

know is that Amy always knew that I liked you, at first she didn't really take it for anything,

because she thought that I wasn't serious and probably meant that I liked you as a friend, but

the moment she realised that I was being serious and that I was really into you, she started

saying absurd things to me, and using me most of the time, at some point you even started to

ignore me a lot, and she ended up telling me that it's because she told you to do it, and that's

when..uhm...I started doing this."

As i heard the story, i couldn't help but feel like a fucking idiot, to think about it he was right

Amy at some point told me not to hang out with Ethan anymore since for her i spend a lot of

time with him and almost no time at all with her, after she told me that i did indeed not spend

any time with Ethan and started giving her all my time, i didn't even care to try and ask about

him, but the when she cheated, when i needed someone to help me through that time, he

didn't even hesitate and came back. He truly did indeed love me.

After a moment of silence I walk towards Ethan who was looking at me, i grab his face with

both of my hands, and i bring him to a passionate kiss, our lips stayed together for a long time,

and after we pull away i rest my forehead on his, "I am so sorry you had to go through, I am so

sorry for being such a fucking idiot and a horrible friend at that time, I am just so sorry for

everything"I say as I finally let the tears run down my face, "Sorry for blaming you for

everything" He says "Don't be", I answer rather quickly.

After a long while, we finally pulled away and started heading towards our bedroom, both of us

were tired, from lies, excuses, past regrets, everything. All we wanted to do was sleep next to

eachother and wake up the next morning like nothing happend.

A/N: hello my readers, and before you ask yes i cried while making this omfg stop, anyways i hope you enjoyed this backstory and trauma dump on mark so yeah, see you guys in the next chapter BABAYE