𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐄𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐎𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

26. 𝐌𝐲 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧..

AVNEET NIGAM

I went straight to my room and slammed the door behind. I don't know what am I feeling! I am feeling sad, hurt, angry, and heartbroken!!! Wait.... heartbroken? Where did that came from? Why would I feel heartbroken? It's not like I love him or something! Right?

But whatever the fuck I just know that I couldn't bare him getting close to that bitch.

"Yes you!" I mimicked her! And threw my bag in room somewhere, I just so wanted to smash her head on the wall.

"Ughhhhhhh!!!" I scramed I am just so angry right now. I threw all the pillows out of my bed along with bedsheet. My chest heaving up due to anger.

I don't know when tears started flowing out of my eyes. I actually don't cry but this hurted me so much and I was controlling myself in office as I didn't wanted to create a scene there. I fell on my bed and sobbed. I don't know why this is hurting me so much? Why am I feeling like heartbroken? Why am I feeling sad? Why am I feeling angry?

I don't know anything! I just know that I am feeling this! I cried for an hour or so after that I took a long shower and changed clothes. After that I just went and dropped myself on bed and slept to clear my head off everything. Just then my phone ringed. I groaned and took it to see it's jannu.

"Hello avu?" She asked.

"H-hi jannu!" I replied.

"Are you okay avu? I have not seen you after that meeting with Khanna industries! I was just so worried for you!" She exclaimed.

"I am fine jannu! I was just so busy with work so I even came home a bit early. Don't worry ok?" I asked her.

"Ohh ok than you take rest i'll hung up now bye!" She said.

"Ok bye!" I said and hung up.

I fell back on bed and tried to sleep but I couldn't. For about an hour or so. I kept on rolling on my bed but sleep didn't came. I went upstairs and laid on that couch there and looked up at stars. I stared at them for some good minutes when suddenly his face appeared in front of me.

I admired his face those hazel eyes beneath the eye lids, thick lashes, those chiseled features, those soft hairs, sharp jawline, and damn those lips!

It would kill me if something happens to him.

It kills me if someone else gets close to him.

It kills me to see him feeling that emptiness, lonliness and pain. He looks pale mostly.

Never wears a smile like he don't have a reson for it.

I just don't want to see him like this.

If I could flung my arms around him and protect him, I would.

This worry, this care, this jealousy, this urge to just see him happy.

I think I am falling for you Siddharth Nigam and that too hard!

I immediately stood up from couch and jumped up and down like a rabbit and looked at stars. When suddenly, reality hits me! He doesn't likes me, moreover maybe now he likes that Inaya-pinaya. I became sad and looked at beach sadly. After standing there for some time I went downstairs and saw him going in his room. I also went in my room and slept.

AUTHOR

Like this some days passed by Ishaan use to visit office and all the times just for Avneet he didn't had a valid reason. He used to come and try to misbehave with Avneet and used to say that she should come with him and try to pull her close and all and every time he did that Sid somehow would be able to see them in that position and angrily used to went away without watching avneet's reaction.