WARNING!!!
THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SA.
You couldn't sleep, the guilt was keeping you awake and all you could think about was that you killed your sister.
As you were trying to sleep, you kept getting the same nightmare you've been getting everyday for the past 10 years.
"NO! please...please don't hurt me". You beg the man to stop but he kept laughing.
"You're all mine now little girl".
And then he did it. That was the day you experienced the most painful thing you could ever experience.
You kept begging him to stop, but he wouldn't.
You managed to grab the gun in his pocket and you instantly shot him.
You shot him and felt no guilt, all you felt was pain and just wanted to find your family.
You kept walking and sobbing from the traumatic event you had just experienced.
"Y/N!!!". you heard a familiar voice call out to you, its was your sister, she was running towards you but as soon as she was going to hug you, you moved out of the way sobbing and shaking.
She looked at you with worry in her eyes.
"Y/N?" are you okay?
She asked you while trying to come closer to you slowly.
"N-NO PLEASE STOP!".
Okay, its okay I won't come closer just tell me what happened
"He-he touched me..." you pointed at the house where it happened.
She understood your words and started crying, she felt terrible for not being able to protect you even though you know its not her fault. As you were sobbing and shaking she came closer to you slowly and hugged you gently calming you down. You flinched at first but accepted the hug and cried in her arms.
"Im so sorry I couldn't keep you safe Y/N".She started apologizing even though it wasn't her fault.
You kept telling her that its not her fault and she shouldn't blame herself.
"P-please don't blame yourself, it isn't your fault"
You kept shaking and crying as she hugged you.
You wake up shaking and sweating, ten years have passed and you still get nightmares about that traumatic day.
You look out the window and see the the sun is almost fully up.
As you get up you hear your nephew cry and you pick him up.
"Good morning honey, did you sleep well".
You didn't care about yourself, all you cared about was him.
"Wait right here, auntie will go get some food from the bag okay?".
He nodded and smiled at you, you smiled back and tickle him as he giggles.
You got some bread, butter and jam and made him a little sandwich. You cut it into four triangles so he could eat it easily.
"Here you go honey, eat up okay we gotta leave after you eat"
He nods and smiles at you.
Every time you look at him you remember your sister, he definitely got her genes. After you both ate, you head out and hold Kyles hand as you both walk.
Suddenly, you hear loud sniper shots, you carry Kyle as you calm him down while running.
Fuck this is bad timing.
As you are running, you get shot right on your thigh.
You let out a cry of pain but still manage to keep running and you hid behind a bush as you see the shooters finally leave
"Fuck!!!". You yell because of the pain, Kyle looks at you while crying.
"Shhhh its okay honey I'm okay, see". You manage to smile at him even though you were in pain, after that he calms down.
You get up in severe pain. You manage to walk but start to feel dizzy as you're holding Kyles hand. You let go for one second to catch your breath but when you look down Kyle is gone.
"Kyle!, Kyle where are you!!!"
you here some talking coming from a little farther away so you manage to walk and you find Kyle in front of some people, you grab your pistol and slowly aim it at them
You become furious as you move in front of them and hold the gun to the guy that was leaning down to talk to Kyle.
"Get the FUCK away from him because I won't fucking hesitate to shoot your brains out!"
He looks at you with wide eyes.
"Woah lady you sure are feisty".
"Shut the fuck up!" you say as you shoot right at the tree next to him missing his head by an inch
"Hey, calm down we weren't gonna hurt him we were just asking if he needed help cuz he looked lost". A tall girl with reddish brown hair and green eyes said.
Ellies POV
As we were patrolling the area we found a little boy that looked completely lost, Dina pointed at him and we moved towards him, he looked to be about 2 years old, we get off our horses and approach the little kid.
"Hey kid, are you lost?". Jesse asked the little boy. He nodded and looked scared and then Dina approached him but as she got closer a girl that looked to be around my age came out of the bushes, as I looked closer, I was mesmerized by her beauty, gorgeous long brown hair that reached until her lower back, alluring, ash grey eyes, beautiful olive skin but, she looked really tired, I started admiring her from afar but as I looked at her closely I saw that she was bleeding excessively from her thigh and looked a little paler.
"Get the FUCK away from him because I won't fucking hesitate to shoot your brains out!"She said to Jesse while aiming her pistol to jesses head. We were all surprised but then Jesse spoke.
"Woah lady you sure are feisty". Said Jesse, fuck he never shuts up does he
"Shut the fuck up!". She says and shoots the tree right next to Jesse, I was shocked because the anger in her eyes makes her look like she could kill any of us in any second.
"Hey, calm down we weren't gonna hurt him we were just asking if he needed help cuz he looked lost".I said so she doesn't kill Jesse
"Look you can take him we were just trying to help okay?". I said carefully.
The kid turned around and looked at her, he then ran into her arms, she winces which I'm guessing it's because of the gunshot wound that she has on her thigh.
"It's okay Kyle I'm right here". She says sweetly to him and looks relieved that he's okay, her face instantly warms up and you can see her beauty when she rests her face.
As she picks him up she gets dizzy and stumbles.
"Hey, you okay". I asked her in a worried tone.
"I'm fine". She says in a tired voice. I get closer to her so I can make sure if she really is okay but, then she suddenly faints, I catch her immediately and tell Dina to help with the kid who's crying.
"We gotta take her back with us to Jackson". I said in a worried tone.
"let me help you". Jesse tries to help but I decline and pick her up and put her on my horse.
"Lets go".
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FanfictionY/N has had a pretty traumatic past. Years later, when she is forced to kill her sister she has a new responsibility(her 2 year old nephew). Without her sister it proves to be a challenge to take care of him while trying to keep him safe during an a...
