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I love Charmaine, But got to let the feelings go!

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August 20-2021 - 6:27pm

Charmaine to be honest with you ....I have deep feelings for you ....when I come see you and spend time with you it's like my emotions go crazy because I can't control how I feel about you ....I care about you so much that's it's crazy to me ....sometimes I feel that I don't have a chance with you because I know you have feelings for the girl in Virginia and she has feelings for you too ....sometimes I ask myself why do I keep coming down there .....but I give myself the same answer is that I can't help but come see you because when I'm about you get butterflies or why you touch me I get them too .....sometimes I even get weak in the knees by just looking at you and when you smile it's like I fall for you all over again .....I hope me telling you how I feel don't make you stop letting me come down there and hang out with you ......and FYI this has nothing to do with the sex just wanna put that out there .....I like everything about you .....your smile, body , personality, and your vibe that you give off ....I like how we can just talk about anything and I feel so comfortable with you like I can be myself.....I understand you don't want no relationship and that we are just friends I understand all of that but I can't stop feeling how I feel that's why when you ask me what's wrong with me ....I say nothing because it be so much that I wanna tell you ...I just don't know how to put it in words sometimes.....and I know you be knowing that I be wanting to say something by the way you be looking at me .....and yes I get jealous when the girl from Virginia call or I hear y'all talking that's why I kept leaving to go for a ride because sometimes I can't handle how I feel and I know want to mess up anything......and I know I say sorry a lot .....that's just something I'm going to have to change because I got used to saying it because I felt like I was always doing something wrong that's why I say it so much ......I know this is long and my bad but I feel like me typing how I feel is the only way I can get it out .....and I wanna say thank you again for the other night .....when you was holding me in your arms I felt like I could let all the stress go ...that I been holding on for so long ....I really needed that and I will always be thankful for everything you do for me ....