We were driving to the park and on the way we listened to different kinds of Disney songs and a few Nursery Rhymes here and there, but the whole time I only thought of how to bring the subject of Unia in the conversation so I kept pausing and Daddy would ask if I have a question and I would pause look at him and then say never mind and give him a smile that went on about 3 times until I entirely stopped singing and was holding Unia in my arms staring at her rips and patches. And suddenly I felt the car go to a stop and Daddy paused the music and turned back and asked me "What's on your mind Pumpkin, is there something wrong with Unia ?"
I looked up slowly and cleared my throat and said it was nothing because I didn't want to bother him, I was actually shocked that he even noticed I was sad most people would ignore me entirely
"Pumpkin don't lie to me what's the matter with Unia" I took a big breath and looked up into his eyes and gave it a shot the worse that would happen is he would say no, right?
"Daddy I had Unia for a wong time and she is getting ould and-and she has lots of pat-chezs and and rips and I was wondering if wu could fix her....PLEASE, it's ok if you say no I won't be mad or anyfing"I said relatively fast, especially the last phrase. I finished and put my head down and played with my fingers as I waited for a reply.
"Pumpkin, look up at me, I'm proud of you for saying that. And yes I could fix her up for you since you asked so nicely."
I looked up with a big smile on my face and screamed "THANK YOU DADDY THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUU" and he said your welcome and reached back and ruffled my hair while chuckling. And we continued our drive to the park it was a long-ish drive since we lived so secluded and away from other people.20 Minutes Later "SpongeBob Voice"
"WE HAVE ARRIVED" Daddy said and I squealed.
He got out of the car first and came to the backseat and unclipped my car seat belt and carried me out and placed me in the floor and held my hand as we started walking, I was kinda trudging or stomping my way.
Daddy said we should leave Unia in the car because I could easily lose her in the park and make her dirty so I didn't have Unia and my other hand felt empty. We went into the large park and I looked around thankfully there was NO ONE here, I haven't been to this park before this one has many more toys I thought "what would you like to go on first " Daddy asked me and I picked the tunnels since they looked the most confusing and eye catching . So I pointed to it "that one " I said and Daddy nodded and we walked over and I entered the bottom and Daddy stood right next to me.Looked some what like that but longer.
It went up and down so it wasn't straight and Daddy said that we would have a race first I would go then he would go I laughed thinking of Daddy getting stuck in the tunnel.
"Ready Set....GOOO" he said and I crawled as quick as I could and I reached the end in 49 seconds. "That was sooo fast, I barely could keep up with you" Daddy exclaimed and I giggled, YOUR TURN DADDY I said as I got out and stood right next to him. Daddy went to the beginning and I yelled GOOOO and Daddy went really slow thru the hole so his body could fit and he he tumbled down the down-slope of the tunnel and I burst into laughter and he got stuck and had to slowly turn his body around to face the correct way and FINALLY reached the end in a whopping 1 minute and 33 seconds. I laughed really hard at Daddy as he came out his clothes were wrinkled and he looked exhausted "HOW DARE YOU LAUGH AT ME" **in a monster voice** as he chased me around the playground and I climbed up the monkey bars to the top and Daddy stopped chasing me. But I couldn't actually DO the monkey bars I don't have the upper arm strength "Daddy can you help me please" I said and he came in front of me and held my abdomen as I moved my arms and when I reached the end I jumped off..with Daddy's help of course and clapped my hands in triumph. Then I walked in the pebble bridge then the long slide which was actually really scary and last but not least the swings. Daddy put me on the baby swing cause he said he was scared I might fall off but I didn't mind, and we swang till I felt like I would fall off and very dizzy. I was walking around when I saw a ice cream truck parked on the corner of the street giving ice cream to this woman and her son, and I wanted one.
"Daddy I want one" I said as I pointed to the ice cream man. "But Sweetie you already had a popsicle not to long ago and you can't have and sweets before dinner or else you won't have any dessert after dinner. "
"But I really want one" I pouted.
"Nooo I can't buy you one" Daddy said in a lenient voice.
BUT I WANT ONEEEEEE I yelled at Daddy.
"NOO" Daddy said in a stern voice.
But I wasn't gonna back down like that, I asked to take a sip of water at the water fountain not to far away. Daddy said sure and said to not wander off and come straight back. I smiled and said ok and I plotted my escape to the ice cream man. I walked not to fast or slow I tried walking normal to not look suspicious and I went to the water fountain and took 2 gulps... before I made a dash to the gate, thankfully it was wide open as I ran right past thru, and I heard Daddy yell at me to STOP OR ELSE I WOULD GET A PUNISHMENT but I didn't stop. I ran past our car and onto the street but right when I step foot on the cement of the road I felt someone yank me back as a van swooshed right past me. When I looked back it was a man in all black with one of those watch talking thingies so I'm guessing one of Daddies men he looked scary. He pulled me back hard as I fell hard on my butt and I started crying. Daddy reached up to me and picked me up and rubbed my bottom and said in a strong stern voice "why did you start running to the ice cream vendor even if I told you no" I sniffled and said "because I really wanted an ice cweam but you kept saying nooo" honestly I don't know why he didn't just say yes . "I said no because you already had a popsicle earlier and I would've most likely given you ice cream for dessert after dinner but now you lost that privilege for two nights no dessert after dinner or dessert after lunch,do you know how much danger you put yourself and Mr bodyguard in running onto a busy traffic street like that you could've gotten run over." "I'm sorry Daddy, I didn't see the van coming." I cried.
"You are going to getting spankings when we get home Gabriellellian" Daddy said in a mad voice as he carried me to the car. I cried harder, is he going to use s belt like father does and spank me to the point where I'm unconscious or is he just going to start hitting me like Benji I hated that thought, since Daddy was a lot stronger and built than both of them it would REALLY hurt "nooooo I'm sorry daddyyyy I won't do it ever again I'm sorry,please don't hittttt meeee " I pleaded maybe making him change his mind but he just kept walking to the car. So I started wiggling in his grip trying to get out and hopefully make a run for it. "Stop moving Gabbi the punishment isn't going to be abuse its not going to be extreme or extensive I promise now just calm down " he said which made me feel calmer but my heart still raced thinking of Daddy hurting me. In a small voice I said "you p-p-promise "
"Yes I promise Baby it's ok" he still said in a mad clenched voice I could feel his bones tense like he could snap me in half easily, was he that mad at me? But doesn't that mean he would take out his anger on me when we get home so I'm sure that he would hit me HARD I hugged his neck as I cried harder on his shoulder I could feel a panic attack creeping up. As he set me down on my seat I didn't let go I was scared that if I wasn't holding him my panic attack would become stronger.
"Gabbi let go" he said but I shook my head fast "no i-I-I c-can't Dad-d-dy " thru uncontrollable sobs. He sighed and rubbed my back in circles and he told me to not worry as I could feel my legs wrapping around his torso. And I hugged him as tight as I could and after a good few minutes until I felt myself calm down then I let go of him half asleep half awake, I guess crying made me feel tired.
The whole ride I was sleeping with Unia who was kept really close to my heart to calm me down.
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RomansaGabriellallian is a small 16 year old girl, secretly a little who is trying to enjoy life which seems hard especially with a drunkard as a father and high-school. Until Ryiker comes into her life and gives her the love she desperately needs.