Kinn-Porsche & Mile-Apo

Clingy

It's been a week since that incident and Apo just doesn't wanna leave Mile alone

He would buy Mile food because he knows that Hospital food doesn't taste good, make sure he's beside the other when he's being checked and he's just literally beside Mile

At first the doctor said that he should go back home because it's not healthy for the patient which is Mile

Apo almost threw a tantrum and Mile told the doctor and nurses that Apo can stay with him till he gets fully recovered

"P'Mile?" Apo asked

He's on top of Mile, face buried on Mile's neck

While Mile is hugging his waist tightly

"Yes?"

"How many kids do you want to have?" Apo asked and popped up his head to look at Mile

Mile smiled at him and let go of Apo's waist to caress Apo's head

"I want to have a Lot" he said

Apo pouted and went back to his position earlier and Mile also wrapped his hands around Apo's waist again

"But.. I'm not a girl, how can I give you kids?"

Mile laughed making Apo groans

"Phi~ I'm not joking" he said

"We can always go to America to do surrogacy or adopt kids" Mile said and starts caressing Apo's waist using his thumb

Apo look up at him "what if Phi got tired of me?" Apo asked again and snuggled into Mile tighter "promise me that you'll never leave"

Mile can't help it but to feel happy and bad at the same time

Yes, he loves Apo with all his heart but he can't control the time

What if he dies early? He just got food poisoned

Promising Apo that he'll never leave might be the toughest decision he has ever did

"Yes Po, I'll never leave you, I promise"

Those words are true, yet he's still hoping inside him that if he ever dies, Apo won't be mad at him

Apo hums and made himself more comfortable on Mile's arms and give Mile's neck a kiss

"I love you Phi" Apo murmurs

"I love you more"

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3 hours later

"Apo, I got your stuff" Porsche came and was about to drop the bag when he saw Apo on top of Mile, sleeping

Porsche sigh and decided to put the bag on the couch and approach the two

He put his hands on his waist and stared at his brother and brother's boyfriend

Mile literally looks like Kinn but doesn't feel the same when he sees Mile

Both look the same but different 

He's glad that Apo was being loved and cared by someone who actually cares for him

Porsche already knows that Mile is serious with Apo when he explained the day when he fucked Apo

Saying that he didn't force Apo is enough for him

"Are you falling in love with P'Mile?" I heard a voice making Porsche startle and looked at that person

It's Kim

Kim put a plastic bag contains food that Apo asked him to buy and face Porsche

Porsche scoffed "no, I have Kinn-" Porsche stopped his words and groans

"Forget what I just said" Porsche said and sigh

Kim looked at him while raising his eyebrow

"Do you like P'Kinn?"

Porsche frowned at Kim "hell no, I'm not gay"

"You don't have to be gay to like him... He can be gay for the both of you"

"It's like, ' I'm not gay, but my boyfriend is' Kim added with a sly grin

Porsche hit his arms "shut the fuck up" Porsche snarled and turn around to walk away but immediately turns back to look at Kim and stared at him properly and realize who's Kim

"You! You're the one who fought with my brother Chay" Porsche said

"I thought you already know" Kim said and shrug as he walks away

Porsche scoffed and groans

When the two is already out of the room, Mile was awoken by the door slamming shut

He looks around and saw that a bag was placed on the couch and a bag of plastic is on the table

"Kim came and maybe met Porsche the second time" Mile mumbles and look at the clingy person on top of him and smiled

"cute" he mumbles and starts caressing Apo's hair

MILE

Apo has been more clingy than usual when I got food poisoned

He didn't leave my side, and only do that when he goes to the bathroom 

And when he buys us some food, he'd rush like he has a timer and if he's late he won't see me again for the rest of his life

when I got food poisoned, I didn't really take it as seriously as I should and kept myself calm, meanwhile my twin. I know that he panicked a lot

if you look at us, Kinn seems to be the calm one in this kind of situation while I'm the one who panics a lot 

But in reality, Kinn was the one who always panics but keeps himself calm from outside while I'm mostly calm and never worries about myself 

I didn't really care, but when Apo came to me crying, that's when I realize that I should worry about this kind of things more seriously because I still have Apo

Yes, my brothers are worried and cares for me, and I appreciate it a lot 

But when Apo got worried about me, it just hit different 

"Phi~ Don't leave Apo" I heard him talks in his sleep as he held me tightly

I wonder if Apo has an Abandonment Trauma. Maybe because when his mom died? I'm not really sure but what I'm sure is, Apo is afraid of someone leaving him 

"P'Mile won't leave, don't worry" I assured him and caress his back

I really want to stay with Apo till I grow old and die and I should try to not ignore my health at all

I'm healthy, believe me. But when I get sick or like right now for example... I got food poisoned, I don't care, and I'd usually tells myself that if I ever die, I'm sure my siblings would understand and wouldn't worry much 

welp, now that I meet my love of my life, I should better worry about myself more and take care of myself better

I mean

How can I take care of my lover if I can't even take care of myself?

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