Basil was staring outside his window thinking about the erm, choices of his past. He hated himself, a lot. He didn't think he deserved to live.
He was holding some gardening shears, there were blood from newly cut scars on his arm.
He thought about how the others would react if he died, he wondered if they even would care.
He thought of Hero first, he did save Basil from drowning while other people were around, he probably would have left him there. To die.
He actually wouldn't mind dying in the lake, there he had all of his best memories.
"Me and Hero were never close anyways, he probably would just moved on quickly" Basil was thinking, he tried to remember all the most intimate (I feel disgusted that I have to clarify that I mean this platonically, dirty minded people >:[) moments between them.
He had a few, but those moments didn't matter. They were never close he had decided.
Aubrey, Basil couldn't decide if she would care or not. So he stopped thinking about her reaction, he didn't want to stop himself.
"That's right, I don't care about their reactions" he finally realised. He had already decided what he wanted to do.
Basil dropped the shears to search for a paper and a pen. He wrote down who he wanted his belongings to go to.
It was a quick and messy will, but he wanted the job to be done quickly.
When he was done writing he made sure the door was no longer locked.
Now he picked up the shears again, the boy were wondering if he should take the time to write a letter about why he decided to kill himself. He concludes that it would take too much time figuring out what to write, he didn't want to spill the truth in a letter of course. That would be disrespectful towards Mari Basil thought.
Basil tried to stop thinking. He was now at the window again, with the shears again.
He then held them against his stomach, and...
It hurt, it hurt more than he expected. He knew that stabbing him self in the stomach would hurt more than the usual thigh and arm cutting. But the pain spread to every inch of the body, he tried not to scream, he didn't wanna wake up the others.
He falled leaning against the wall, still having the shears in his stomach, and eventually dropped as his unconscious body dropped down as well.
The pain will soon end
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Omori neutral ending Basil Pov
FanfictionWARNING: Spoilers (obviously), Suicide via stabbing, death, self harm and a lot of triggering shit This is just what I think Basil thought before committing suicide. As always I don't take fanfic seriously, but I won't put many jokes here since it...
