Sammy's pov
Oh shit... I'm so fucking dumb. I gave into skate... Fuck! That means I cheated.. But he doesn't have to know.. Cam doesn't need to know. What cam doesn't know won't hurt him! Right? Right! But I feel like a piece of shit... Well I'm gonna feel super guilty for the next couple of days..
As I walk into the living room I see skate talking to Nash.. Skate looks at me and smirks and I avoid his gaze cause fuck no! Feelings no! I walk past the both and get in the fridge getting something for cam to drink cause he feels sick. I get him a water and walk back to the room, he's puking in a bucket and I rub his back "Cameron.. Are you gonna be okay?"
"Yeah I think it's the really bad cold going around."
"Oh okay baby. Here's your water"
I gave him his water and he smiles taking a sip. "Love you baby"
I smile and say "I love you to cam.."
a wave of guilt just hit me bad.. How can skate be out there and look at Nash like nothing happened with me.. I can barely look at cam without feeling guilt. But I hope this guilt will go... I just hope no one finds out and everything between all of us gets ruined.
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Bitterness
Fiksi PenggemarA skammy story! Sammy and skate go to college where skate meets a lot of guys and can't control himself around them... Sammy has to deal with seeing skate with a different guy every day, but will skate see who's really there for him?
