Sammy's pov
I'm sitting on Cameron's Lap telling him everything that's ever happened to me and why I'm so messed up like I am. "So after I got raped.. I fell down in a deep dark hole... But then skate came along and was my best friend, the only thing I ever had while dealing with what I did"
He's looking at me with a weird look and I don't know if he's mad at me or upset?
"Are you upset? Or mad?"
"Oh my god... Sammy I'm not upset or mad at you.. Who did that to you?"
"One of my close friends... His name was Kenny..."
"Oh my god Sammy.... I'm so sorry.. That's why skates so defensive of you"
"Apparently... Why else would he be"
He stands up and I do to, he grabs my hand and says "lets go lay down, just lay down and talk about you"
"I don't know why Nash doesn't see in you what you see in him.."
"Ah... Nash is a lost cause to me, he's gotten so ignorant and parties all the time so why try?"
I lay down beside him and start crying "do you think that guy did it to me cause maybe I wanted it? Maybe I was asking for it by screaming at him and yelling?"
"Sammy... Don't think like that, he did it to you cause he couldn't get with you like I am right now, stroking your hair"
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Bitterness
FanfictionA skammy story! Sammy and skate go to college where skate meets a lot of guys and can't control himself around them... Sammy has to deal with seeing skate with a different guy every day, but will skate see who's really there for him?
