How Not To Be a Good Girl

Chapter 4

          I woke up in the next day feeling very good to be honest. I looked beside me and I saw Stacy creeply starring at me, like those ghosts or murderers I don't know, I almost slapped her and I felt so guilty but so scared.

            "Stacy! you can't wake up and stare at a innocent girl all morning like that" I warned and she giggled.

             "I'm sorry." she answered smiling "so what are we going to do today, bunny?"

            "What would you like to do?" I asked.

              "why don't we go to that Ben guy's house, he seems very nice" she grinned innocently.

              "Are you crazy?" I laughed.

              "Why not? I think he would be happy, I can see he really likes you" he mentioned.

              I stood up searching in my wardrobe something to wear "Why don't we find something better to do?" I grabbed a pink shirt and white shorts.

              "Like going to the Chinese restaurant and flirting with hot guys?" She smirked goofily.

             "Stacy, shut up" I chuckled changing clothes.

             "I'm serious, we need to find you someone, and that Ben guy is perfect." 

             "No, he isn't, he is just a friend I met three days ago. I have no chance with someone." I sat down and picked up a book and started reading.

             I read quietly for a while and realized Stacy was too quiet with her computer also and then I started listening a quite cute song "Ben, the two of us need look no more; we both found what we were looking for; with a friend to call my own, I'll never be alone, and you my friend will see, you've got a friend in me." Sang Michael Jackson.

           "I'm gonna kick yo ass" I stood up laughing and started tickling her. She laughed really hardly.
In that exact moment, my phone rang and as Stacy said it was Jesus saving her, but she was kinda wrong, it was Ben. 

          "OMG IT'S JESUS I TOLD YOU" she said.

          "Shut up Stacy!" I said blushing and picked up.

          "Hey" said Ben's soft and attractive voice, at that moment I realized something was different, his voice was kinda flutters.

            "Why hello" I smiled answering with my british accent as always. Yeah, I was british, I moved to Ohio with four years old and it was very hard, because everything was so different and weird at my point of view, but my parents and I started using the american expressions although we kept our accent. "Are you okay?"

            "Can you.. Can you come over..?" He asked.

            "Well, are you telling me you want to cuddle, or-"

             "I'm a bad boy, Amanda I don't need to cuddle" he joked. It impressed me that even when he looked unstable he could be a 'bad boy'.

            "Alright hold on" I said hanging up and looking at Stacy and she totally read my expression of 'don't you freaking bother me again or I'll slap you'. 

             "I can go shopping while you are with him" she smirked. She knew I hated go shopping we were basically the opposite.

              "Okay, thank you" I smiled "it's 11 am I'll be back at 1 pm maybe and we can go to.. Uh... Somewhere to eat"

              "And bring him!" She said excited.

               "Okay, okay." 

               I got my car keys and got out of home and went to my car turning it on and driving and leaving Stacy at the shopping center and went right to Ben's house and parked the car in front of it.

               I knocked on the door and Sarah opened it "Oh hey, you must be Benny's friend! He doesn't let me get in his bedroom and I can tell something ain't right... I tried to help but... You should take care of him, I mean.." she was a very beautiful woman, she was quite tall and blonde and blue eyed, I bet how his father could be.

              I walked upstairs and gently knocked on Ben's bedroom door.

             "Go away, Sarah, leave me alone" said a weak voice.

               "It's... It's me.." I said.

               "Amanda?" 

              "Yeah, I'm here" i smiled softly.

              "Come- come in" He answered.

              I entered in the blue bedroom and as I looked at him, I didn't like at all what I saw. It looked like punched him. His mouth bleeding and he looked incredibly hurt.

             I walked quickly to his bed and set down placing my fingers on his lips. "What happened?" I asked concerned.

            "There are those really big guys..." He moaned in pain. "They caught me beating one of the guy's brother and they kicked my ass." he rolled his eyes "I'm used to that you know? To get into fights. But I just feel tired of my life..."

           "I know how it feels."

           He tried to sit up. He looked horrible, I'm not telling about his appearence. He literally looked devastated, and I could imagine why. The pour guy lost his mom and now he has to live with her step mom who is maybe ten years older than him and dates his old dad (not that old) but I knew I was going to save that guy. 

            So I took a towel and decide to gently wipe de red blood on his lips and nose and eyebrow, yeah, basically everywhere. 

            He softly and quietly moaned in pain. "Sorry" I whispered.

           I knew that even though he was a bad boy he had a really big and chubby heart that could maybe feel love, and what if the love he had was for me? 

            All I wanted was to hear an I love you coming out of his mouth one day. But they were really strong words, and to hear that it would take time.

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