BRIFFIN

Sleepover #2 💤

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Hi loves!! Here's the chapter y'all have been waiting for!<33
This chapter is angsty in the beginning but fluff near the end
TW
SH
Swearing
Suicidal griffin (bc I love angst 😍)

Anyways enjoy my loves <333
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Griffin's pov

The sun's bright light shone on my face which caused me to wake up. I tried to sit up but I couldn't, I looked up and saw a sleeping billy with his arms wrapped around my waist.

I blushed a shit ton and slowly made my way out of his grasp.

I walked towards the bathroom and shut the door, I brushed my hair and was in the middle of brushing my teeth when my eyes landed on a specific object laying on the counter top.

A razor blade..

I stopped brushing my teeth, I spit the toothpaste out of my mouth, washed the brush and cleaned my face. My eyes wandered back to the razor blade.

I can't... I've been clean for so long...

But I miss the feeling..

The feeling of pain, coursing through my vanes..

My hand shakily grabbed the blade and I looked at my arm, it was scattered with healing scars.

I placed the blade to my arm, I let out a heavy breath and slid it across my arm, blood started to seep out of the cut.

I smiled and did it again

And again..
And again...
And again....
And again.... Until my blood covered the tiles of the bathroom floor..

"Fuck.." I whispered

I grabbed a rag and a few gauze wraps.

I washed the cuts and wrapped my arm, I then grabbed a towel and cleaned the floor spotless.

I went back to my room and threw on a hoodie

Finney woke up and looked at me

"G'morning griff..." he mumbled as he rubbed his eyes

"Morning dickwad" I chuckled

He smirked and shook his head "fuck you"

"Awe love you too!" I said jokingly.

All the talking must of woken up billy because he was sitting up, I walked over to him and he pulled me into his lap sleepily.

"Ah- um- ahah- billy we have to get up!" I panicked

"Mmmm.... 5 more minutes please sweetheart?" He mumbled into my ear

I froze.
My face turned a beet red and Finney looked at me giggling

'Fuck you, you twat' I mouthed too him

'I'm gonna go now-' he mouthed back and stood up, grabbing all his stuff and leaving my room.

Billy was still holding onto me, he breathed heavily on my neck which sent shivers down my spine.

I tried to get up but he held me down

"No...stay.. please?" He begged

"Billy, hon it's almost 2 in the afternoon.." I responded
WAIT
DID I JUST CALL HIM HON?
AAAAAAAAHHHHHH

"Hon?" He asked

"Mhm... if you don't want me to call you it I'll call you something else!" I panicked

"No... hon is nice.. just like how sweetheart fits you..." he mumbled softly into my neck.

I chuckled

After a few minutes his grasp loosened up and I got off of him safely,

Or so I thought...

Billy grabbed my wrist.. specifically the one I just used as a god damn cutting board...

"Ow!- fuck-" I whined

Billy looked at me with concern on his face,

"A-are you okay! Did I hurt you? Please tell me if I did! I'll make it up too you!!" Billy said really fast

"N-nothing is wrong! I promise!" I lied

"If nothing is wrong then why did you yell when I grabbed your wrist... " he mumbled

"I-I promise nothing is wrong!" I panicked

His grip tightened around my wrist and I screamed out in pain.

Billy loosened his grip and rolled up my sleeve,

Under my sleeve revealed bloody gauze wraps covering my arm.
He started to unravel the bandages and I panicked even more

I squeeze my eyes shut

"H-hey! What are you doing"  I panicked even more until I felt him stop.

My eyes slowly open to reveal a shocked billy holding my slightly bleeding arm

He let out a shaky breath and looked up at me,
"Griff.. are these?... why did you... why? Just- just why?" He stumbled on words

"I-I don't.. I'm sorry... I don't know what happened.... I just saw the blade and my mind went blank..." I muttered out.

He didn't respond, my throat tightened and I started to tear up

Instead of words billy pulled me into a hug.

He squeezed me in the hug and I squeezed back,
"Griff, hon if you need to cry let it out... I could see it in your eyes.." he whispered into my ear

That was my breaking point.

I bursted out crying, sobbing into his shoulder as he rubbed circles on my back until I stopped crying.

I guess billy thought I was asleep because he started to speak

"I know your probably asleep now... but I really really like- no.. love you griffin.. and I promise I won't let anything bad ever happen to you again.." he whispered

My face turned a bright red and I looked up at him

He looked back down at me with a shocked expression

"Ummm I'm so-" I cut him off with a peck on the lips.

I pulled away and smiled at him

"I..I love you too billy"

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I really hope you enjoyed this chapter!!

Anyways

See you all in the next chapter!!

Word count: 915