why are you so insecure?(a roc royal and jacob latimore love story)

rocs new life

roc pov

rehab isnt that bad i mean its like school for adults n 16-19 teens.we have periods,lunch,dinner n breakfast.the part that sucks is im the youngest in here n its mad sexy girls n women in here

nurse judith:chresanto august get up you have a call
me:judy booty ya not my mama
nurse:boyyy it is ya mom
i get up i havent seen nor heard from my mom sinse court she had tears rollin while i was smirkin while i was cryin she was prayin
i walk to the rec room where the cordless phone was
me:mrs juith u can hang th eother phone up nosy!!
momma august:hi hun how you doin
me:as good as someone can b doin in rehab
momma:well thats the price u pay for turnin on a friend.......i seen prod at kfc yesterday(his mom works their in this story
me:so why do I care he hates me so does the crew so does fans
mom:ah ah ah dont assume okay mayb some fans but the crew hunni they want u to do 12 years there n not go to the place"were if your their to long u  turn sweet"
me:....
her:still think they hate you
me:you think u can get reginae n chemistry to vsit me
mom:of courseee their the ones who came up with the iea
i smile they still think about me
me:&call me
mom:now thats overboard u have to remember thats rays girlfren n babymama n chems the girl u didnt beliee an hit
me:ma do they talk to u?
her:yes but i promised not to drag them into me talkin to u
me:sad voice:iight ma i love you call me sometimes too tell the crew im sorry
i have poetry class see i have this class were i got to pick what course i do when im in my emotions like mad sad or somethin like that i picked poetry bcus im a rapper.........duh poetry is raps
-----------poetry class
steph(a old white woman whos short n looks like the white rasputia no offense to white people)
sheph:okay hello rehabers how are u guys today
everyone:good whiteputia i mean steph(lord i love this class theyre all black go figure only white nigga ik rappin is eminem)
steph:hi santo(blushes n smiles eqhh)anyways today u guys will be writing a poem n mail it to someone youve hurt anyone wanna share out??
teira raised her hand yes the teira i used to mes with n the one who f*ked jake
tiera:my to m-my mom cause i hurt her by sm-smoking when i had a baby to take careof and for adopting a baby n leavin my mom to take care of her
steph:woa interesting can we talk later?
her:s-sure
steph:anyone els (im debating aw fuck i raise my han
me:my poems goin to my used to be brother.i shot him becuase i thaught he was messin with my used to b girlfriend who used to be his too n im makin three more his babymam mines n my ol frens
steh a+++
ismile
a couple other people said some touching sht but i aint listen i heard bt aint listen cus btch im roc royal
my poem to chemistry(original nigga swerve if u dont liike it):
my first love
my hope to be last
i still think about you
talk about u
even dream about u
what we couldve been
shouldve been wouldve been
mr.n mrs august
i like that flow
babygirl if timecould go back
uk i would change this,that
and kick all that crap
~chresanto august

my poem to ray:
we were brothers
got all the hoes together
use to smoke together
what happeened
i wish i could go  back
everytime i close my eyes i have flashback
im sorry brother
remember when we was younger n we use to colour?
moments of a lifetime
all the rehab/prison time in the world that can change
my mind
were still brothers in my mind
~chres chres(ray calledd him that when they were 10 n use to color together)
i wrote a few more poems to prince reginae prod n our parents

as im finishing up tieras next to me reading over my sholder
her:y-you writin t to m my s siter?
me:yea i kinda shot ray
tiera:o-oh i wish i had the courage to.
me:mm why am i even talkin 2 u utried to kill my babies n hurt my angel
tiera:i.,i..im sorry
i walked away to go get some envolopes n stamps their stood this sweet ol man(gay)n my crush(eva  longoria
me:(best flirtacious voice)hey mrs longoria (best lame voice)hi vic
eve-hey sweetie
vic:(over excited i talkd to him)hey chresanto!when u comin to my room so i can do somethin for uu
me:never nigga(turns to eva)but when u comin tomy room so we can do things together
vic jumps in front of roc:tonight!!
me:vic stop tryin me vic im deadass yo george lopes lookin ass come to my room if uu want to ill knock yo ol ass out
vic:oo i love your tease
i laugh n finish puttin my last stamp on
me:eve my mouths kina dryu
her:u aint slick buster(licks the envolopes slowly ,laughs then walks away)
me:haha her teasin ole ass
i put my poems in the bluebox thing for the mailman to get then walkd to the gameroom a little 2k13 wouldnt hurt
tHEYR U Have it rocs new life haha 12 years in there woa he has a thirsty ass teacher , gay man makin passes aT him,tiera who has a stuttering problem due to smoking n she still dont get noone wants her boney,no ass havin ass lol she was thick at one point bt those molly pills,cigarettes n weed
._. good luck those 12 years braa stay straight lol dont worry ill keep u guys posted on him
N btw please  dont take molly it has cocaine n other diffrent drugs in it people have died from it so please dont get influenced by rappers like 2 chainz,soulja boy,lil wayne stay above that <3 stay true n stay rea*ing  i love uu guys