why are you so insecure?(a roc royal and jacob latimore love story)

rays new life

raquan pov

okay ive been in this hospital for a while bcus i have to wait until my heart rate goes back to normal.keisha is m nurse.chemistry zion,snow n beatyful,promise,reginae,my mom n the guys visit everday.i leave in one more month.m feelings towards that day,no regretas i ment what i said still do but hey her n reginae frens now so imma stay out of it.now roc i dont reAlly care for himnomore but i heard they trna keep him from goin upstate, n phoung she crazy but part of me do wanna know does prince have feelins for chemistry it dont matter nomore  though he got a black preety girl named shaniya.shes a photogapher n singer(professional} im supose 2 meet her today though

princeton jacob,prod n the babies walk in i sit up

jake:how ya feel i braught monster n the triples

me:iight i guess bring me my baby

prodigy gets her n sits her on my leg

me:bit(cut myself off)ni**a i jus got a shot

him:oh ewwps

me:hey promise u miss daddy?

monster:googaa wes*kisses his cheek

me:did she

prince:ill bring u a cop of the disk each of the girls recorded her talkin up a storm

i put on a fake smile n said aww but really im cryin i mean im stuck in here an i cant raise my baby n im about to miss everthing in her life lastweek she stop suckin a pacifier n stopped getting breastfead

me:were yall hoes at anyways n keisha my mom n reginae?

jake:my hoe,well ya mom

me:don play wit me boy

prod:evrybod downtown talkin to r(gco

jak n prinxe:shut up!!!!

me:its cool so they there for roc>

prince glares a prod n said yeaa

i looked down at beautiful

me:bring her to me

me:hi preety

no i will not treat her horrible bcus of her dad

beauty:howaa

me:lord who teachin her spanish?

prod:that lil gurl will kill u if u turn from dora

i look at my other sleeping neices

me:what about snow n zion

prince:idc about them i was takin her carseat out n her lil ass kicked me n snow is in love wit beans she was curled up on the floor with him so when it was his walk time she followed all the way to the door n criedd when chem picked her up

me:wow but wassup with yo seed

prince:shes due next month im still cool wit her mom n yeaa shes guna help me see mines

me:her momma fakee

we talked about fans n how theyre doin n lifee after i getout the hospital n some other stuff then??? called them downtown asap i wonder what happen n they were told to leave the kids too how the hell im gon babysit if i cant move n two on the floor so i called jenifier(my bodygaurd but she cool too shes buff an in her 30s)she came in an helped me

okae kae kaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that was ray but wth happened visitin roc???