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Joey's therapy (35)

Joey POV:

I got up early in the morning and had breakfast. I went on my laptop and played some video games after that. Suddenly, Sid walked to me and sat next to me. "Joey, we're getting you therapy." He spoke. "Okay, why?" I asked, closing my laptop and looking at him. "You've seemed very depressed after Corey leaded in coma. Your appointment is at 3:40pm, so yeah." He replied. I nodded and smiled. Yayyyy im going to therapy :D

Hours later, I went to therapy and got a therapist. Her name is Sarah and she knows almost everything about me. She knows that I'm a member of Slipknot and Murderdolls. She even knows that I'm Corey's bf.

As Sarah and I went to the room, I sat on a small sofa as she sits on a wheel chair. "So, what brings you here?" She asked. "I've been depressed and sad lately." I stated. She nodded, her facial expression understanding me. I'm very happy about that :)

"My boyfriend Corey overdosed on drugs because of his abusive manager and ptsd, I believe. I also have mental health because I have fans who treat me like shit, Corey's fans treat him like that too but a little worse, I see. After Corey's overdose, the doctor said that he'll be out after a month and that's what made me very sad. So I started being in the backyard a lot smoking more than 18 cigarettes and been in my room a lot.... I was trying to stop and deal with my shit because my bandmates were worrying about me." I added.

"Damn.." Sarah replied, feeling bad for me. "I know.." I sighed sadly.

Our conversation went on and on which felt like an hour, she gave me some signs and even said that my feelings are valid for everything that happened. She gave me some papers, kind of like school homework except there is no right or wrong questions. It asks about how you feel, what you do to deal with mental health, and even write stuff positive for yourself. I thanked Sarah so much, she's such a nice and calm women. So basically, I'm having therapy once a month. So I'm coming back next month.

Sooo, we went home and I did my therapy homework at home. And yeah, I did write a few positive things about myself because I had to, even though I'm not the best or what so ever.

Im very good at drumming

Corey and my friends love me and want me to be happy and well

My feelings are valid

I shouldn't give up or damage myself

I'll be okay, everything will get better for me and Corey

It's never my fault

Yeah..