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Her skin curled, her panties damp, but she feared that everything was because they had become closer and it has been a long time. She was in shock, she wasn't expecting this. The feeling now fills her to the brim, overwhelming her senses. He was like an open book and she could read every word. Holding on to his words. And, by the gods, it feels like an anchor, hard, steady, unshakeable. But she was still scared.
"Ban" Her shoulders fell lump.
"Hm?" He was taking in her scent from the curve of her neck up, behind her ear. "Tell me."
"Ban, I'm not what you want, what you like. I'm not all soft and tender. I'm not..."
He stiffened, turned her about, and grabbed her chin. "And what the fuck does that supposed to mean?" He snarls.
"That I'm not like her. I'm not Elaine!" She blurted. And there it was, the shadow she thought she would never dispel.
He sighs "Merlin..." He continues. "I felt it too, that day when you cast the spell on Elaine's coffin. I knew that it was you all along." His jaw muscles tightened, trying to hold back, letting his hand fall to her neck. "At that moment..." He continues. "I just wanted to hold you right there and never let you go. You. All I wanted, all I want and need, has always been you. I thought I owe my life, my devotion to a memory. And while I did love her, I didn't realize it wasn't love anymore, it was guilt that was leading me to bring her back. I felt responsible for her death. I didn't want to disappoint King. It was a burden I didn't want to let go of. And guilt is a bitch." His free hand clenched her waist, pressing her hard little by little, while he stared, waiting for some response. She stood quiet. "I don't want that. I don't want her, not anymore, since a long time ago." He continues. "I want you, you are the spark that lights my fire. You are the flame that makes my blood, my body burn like hell fire. My soul belongs to you, only you. I've been around you, not being brave enough to tell you. I must confess I was afraid."
She looked at him in disbelief. "Afraid of what?" Was almost a whisper.
Looking into her golden eyes, down her lips. Tracing them with his thumb. "Afraid of telling you how I feel and that you rejected me. I become a scary cat who avoids my true desire because I will rather be around. Be able to at least glance at you than not being able to look at you in the eyes knowing you don't want me. " His words sounded almost defeated.
"What made you change?" She holds on to sanity and control by a thread. She wants him, and she wants him badly.
"I thought I could wait. Take my time and win you over. But as you can see, it was harder than I thought. Even knowing that we have all the time in the world. I just couldn't bear it."
Any hopes to resist, to fight left her body. Keeping silent, looking directly into his dark ruby eyes not knowing what to make of this. Both of her hands went to cupped his cheeks, mixed feelings showing on her bewildered expression. At this point, it was all or nothing.
"Then why the fuck did you make me wait for so long?" Rage and need in her words.
His eyes widen briefly in shock, then grinned and grabbed her nape, fiercely clashing their lips together, melting into each other, everything around them, the world could have fallen apart and they wouldn't even care. The kiss was a desperate one, hungry, gluttonous, and greedy, and they both wanted even more. His hand traveled down her back to grope her ass and squeeze hard, pulling her closer. While the other went to her neck. His big hands feel so perfect, so right against her skin. He pulls her shirt up and over, pinning her against the wall, now his hands landing on her breasts.
"Mmm, so full." His growl reverbed on her chest when he pushes them together and slid his long tongue in between. She arches her back, exposing, and offering them even more. He rolls his tongue on one nipple, he sucks, flicks, and nips, playing with the other between his fingers. Pulling, squeezing. His thigh pressed in between her legs right against her core making her even wetter. Her hips brazenly grinding, riding his solid thigh, her juices already dripping. He returns to her lips, biting and pulling the lower. "You can't deny me now. Your pussy is so wet just by riding my thigh, I can feel it through your shorts." Pinning up both of her hands above her head with one hand, he continues devouring her breasts whole, sucking hard. Her whimpers started to rise. "Sweetheart I could do this forever if that means you will sing this sweet song to me."
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Finally Home
FanfictionIt took them thousands of lifetimes to realize they were meant for each other. They belong together in mind, body, and sin-a Spicy non-canon story about Merlin, the sin of Gluttony, and Ban, the sin of greed. If you don't like SMUT and strong lang...