secrets to you- soonhoon

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"yeah that would be weird right? only give more reason to be a stalker haha" soonyoung coughed up an excuse

"yeah"

"yeah"

the two sat in complete silence, one extremely embarrassed about the confession that just spilled out his mouth, the other also embarrassed about the fake confession he had just received. thankfully in that moment, the bell rang signifying the day had just ended.

"oh well uh see you tomorrow then" soonyoung got up wanting to run away in embarrassment.

"tomorrow?"

"arent you going to be in here again?"

"thats of rude you to assume such things"

soonyoung smiled, he loved this, being able to know the side of jihoon he never knew before

"bye jihoonie"

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jihoons heart raced,

"what was that"

it was an obvious fake confession but why, why did it make jihoon feel so tingly inside? he had never had anyone say anything the slightest romantic to him nor had he been taught to comprehend love but jihoon did know what love was.

ever since he was younger, it always had been boys. jihoon never spoke those emotions out loud because he knew he wasnt supposed to like guys. all the boys in his class liked another girl and since then jihoon felt excluded. like if the confessed that he was gay, everyone would see him as a weirdo.

but receiving a confession that came from someone who jihoon didnt even the name of still made jihoon feel fuzzy.

jihoon waited half an hour still sitting in the same spot and then when the chatters had finally died down from outside the bathroom, jihoon crept outside. he was afraid of any of his teachers finding him and questioning him about his absence. so he sped walk down multiple hallways, grabbed his backpack and practically ran out of the building.

he then trudged himself, crossing streets into an apartment complex, and knocked on a certain door.

"jihoonah i tell you the password every time just write it down" the door swung open and his best friend stood there, once again nagging in jihoons face.

"if you knew the code you could just walk in here anytime so i would have to answer the door- why the fuck do you look happy."

"am i not allowed to be happy seungcheolie hyung?" jihoon smiled passing his friend, walking into the apartment.

"i mean you are but... its scaring me, seeing you smile." seungcheol noted, closing the door behind him.

jihoon hummed too lazy to give an answer and went into the room he loved most in seungcheols apartment. he had a producing room, seungcheol himself didnt use it much but his brother used it when he was home. and since he wasnt home often, jihoon was able to use it practically whenever he wanted.

jihoon sat down in the seat and it felt like home, he took a big sigh and was about to kick the door close when seungcheol leaning on the door frame, arms crossed, and stopped it with his foot.

"so youre just not gonna about it?"

"about what"

"stop acting dumb jihoonah"

"fine i just met someone at school" jihoon said turning back, slightly blushing, around so wouldnt have to face the older.

but seungcheol couldnt stop himself from wanting to hear the gossip so he closed the door and plopped on the couch that was in the room.

"is he cute"

"shut up"

"no im being serious"

jihoon turned around to examine his friends face,

"howd you know i was talking about someone... about that"

"i cant see you actually making friends so-" jihoon grabbed the pen on the desk and through it right at seungcheols face.

"owwwww oh and you were also blushing when i asked about today"

"creep, how could you even see that"

"you need to stop stereotyping people who care about you into stalkers"

jihoon was gonna say something but what his friend had said made him stop and think.

"what?" seungcheol asked

"you really think that?"

"huh"

"if people care about you, they know more about you?"

"how dumb can you get, ofcourse its like that. come on jihoon, we've been friends for years, i know everything about you-" seungcheol trailed off.

"youre not talking about me are you"

jihoon gave a smile and turned around again, this time putting on his headphones so wouldnt have to hear seungcheol nagging again.

"you bitch, whats his name? hes from school? who?"