The love I have been hiding

Is This Love

Oikawas pov

Iwaizumi is the guy who I like to spend my whole life with. He is strong, caring, and short if you care about this thing, it hard to believe that he was the only guy that I spend time with my whole childhood. To be honest, I am always surrounded by girls but I don't seem to have a little bit of interest in them. I often catch myself looking at a boy.

But I am too scared to turn out to be gay, what will happen to my popularity? I know girls like me because I am popular and if they ask me out there is a chance that I could agree BECAUSE THEY THINK I AM STRAIGHT BUT NO I AM GAY, AHHHHHH. It gets me on the nerves it is so frustrating. But it's not like I can stop it. Iwaizumi induced volleyball to me so, it is too hard to get rid of him huh?

What is this is it love? Or am I watching too much anime and k-drama. "iwa-chan" I gave him this nickname when we were children, I always have been calling him that after the incident, I always use to define it as teasing but I like to call him that because it makes me and him look like a boyfriends couple thingies at least that's what I think.

Throughout our years together, I felt like falling in love. It must be my life's biggest pain and loving thing to portray. I can't just go there and confess my love as to be said, it's scary. I am GAY. What will my family think? Maybe I have to come out later or now. But someday I have to ........ The state is just ungrateful I want to spell it out but...... What about our friendship? Is he gonna leave me like that?

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Ummm chill anyways so out of the season, I gotta go to practice caz practice makes a person we don't assume gender here perfect like me, see your gayness probably comes from your sister and mother and father, which I don't have(he means only father). Turooooooo, you are acting like a drunkard. Please I wanna cry in the bathroom again. If this day wasn't this long.

Please, better be a perfect captain.

Perfect

Perfect like those iwa-chan's arms, *let goes the small laugh*

Perfect like those senses in the free.

Just can't this day be over?

Wait, I am falling in love? Is this love? I- stop

HOLD UPRIGHT THERE, DID WE FINISH PRACTICING, WE EVEN START ONE, WOW JUST WOW OVERTHINKING IS A THING, HUH? WELL, ANY-way no one skipped morning practice tod- *GASP IN GAY* IWA-CHAN HOW DARE YOU SKIP PRACTICE? My husband is himself against me. Okay, that felt like a nice jock to laugh at. I can be funny something... Let's go handle iwa first then you buddy.

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