Always want to climb into my roommate's bed (H)

Chapter 25: Tired of crying and looking for a harbor to rest

This lake in the school is very remote and is a place for lovers to date.

In the past, when Ma Xiao loved Gu Zeyuan unrequitedly, he would also imagine that one day he would be able to come here on a date with Gu Zeyuan, and even do some shameful things in the shade of leaves.

At that time, he was full of pink bubbles, trapped in his fantasy, and couldn't get out.

But now, this place full of beautiful fantasies has turned into a place where he escapes sadness.

Ma Xiao stared at the free-spirited fish, envying the fish to have a free life, and couldn't help but think of Zhuangzi's words "A child is not a fish, how can you know the joy of a fish".

He is not a fish, and he doesn't know that the fish trot is happy, but he knows that he is not happy now.

He should have been satisfied with the love of the three of them. But the three people doted on him so much that Ma Xiao felt a sense of crisis.

He never thought that there would be such excellent three men who dote on him and love him. He is always afraid that all this is just a dream, just a mirror.

Thinking of the girls who were rushing around to deliver water to Luo Qing, as well as the school sisters and schoolmates who matched Gu Zeyuan very well, made Ma Xiao breathless.

Those girls are all good, each with their strengths, good figures, and soft girls.

He didn't know Luo Qing's sexuality, but Gu Zeyuan was indeed heterosexual before he was with him. He had a heterosexual girlfriend who had been in love with him for three years, which made Ma Xiao feel very uncomfortable.

What if Gu Zeyuan was with him just because he was infatuated for a while, but he still likes big-breasted beauties in essence? This possibility is too great, which makes Ma Xiao panic.

If it was said that he only had a crush on Gu Zeyuan before, then after this month's chatting, he was deeply in love with him and them.

Ma Xiao is always afraid that this is only a physical relationship, and it will be very fragile.

So he did everything he could to please them, let them take whatever they wanted, and just wanted to give everything he had to these three men.

He knows that he is not good enough, not sassy enough, even in bed, he can't play many tricks, and he is afraid that men will tire of him after playing.

Even if they said over and over again that they liked him, that they only had him in their hearts.

However, under the weapon of time and so many temptations from the outside world, who can guarantee how long this sincerity will last?

A normal man and a woman can break up at any time when they are in love, not to mention that they are four together.

The more Ma Xiao thought about it, the more desperate he became. The more he thought about it, the more he felt that this relationship was absurd.

On the other side, when Luo Qing finished the basketball game, Ma Xiao was nowhere to be seen, and Ma Xiao's phone call was never answered.

Gu Zeyuan called to ask him if he was with Ma Xiao. As soon as they summed it up, they found that Ma Xiao was in the wrong mood.

He left inexplicably at the stadium and left in a daze at the literary club, obviously because of some kind of stimulation.

Gu Zeyuan asked seriously here, and everyone present said that they didn't say anything extreme and that they didn't have any conflicts with Ma Xiao.