The fatal experience

Chapter 3

He was silent for exactly one minute, my heart at this time seems to have stopped. Finally, he said:
-I can not reciprocate, I really like you as a person, but not more . Sorry.
At this moment, I have everything inside
turned upside down and I don't know what to say.
-I probably wasted all this said and generally ...
- It's okay, you don't worry. Let's just forget this all .
- Fine...
- Okay, I have to go. If I will have time I will come. Get well soon.
- Thanks. See you.
- See you.

When he left, I couldn't get his words out of my mind, "Let's just forget all". How can I forget his eyes, charming smile?And just be friends ? Because of these thoughts, I couldn't fell asleep all night .

Next morning I woke up with the same thought. And why I confessed to him? All would be all right, I would believe in what he loves me. How I will now look into his eyes?And how I will shoot with him in the same TV show ? I tortued myself with these questions the whole morning.

In the afternoon, I decided to check my e-mail. Came the script of the first two episodes of the new season 5, I printed it out on the printer and sat down to read on the sofa. It was a little painful to me to read the script, because in it Nathan and I were a couple . But at the same time I was happy because at least in the series, he will love me, even though it isn't truth. I haven't finished reading the script because I had terrible headache. I drank a pill from the head and somewhere an hour later sat for lunch. After it, i watched TV.

In evening I had a dinner. Took a hot shower and brushed my teeth before going to bed. Then I went into the bedroom, had fallen on the bed and immediately fell asleep.
Somewhere in a week when I had recovered, my sister Gigi called me. She asked me, if she can come. I agreed because we have not seen each other in a long time .

After two days, we had a very interesting conversation.
- Why all this time I'm here, you're so sad?
I couldn't hide my experiences from her and told her about everything.
-Do you remember Nathan, that guy, with whom I am shooting in the same TV show?
- Of course, I remember! He's so sexy!.
- I'm just in love with him and decided to tell him about it, but he did not answer me in return. Nathan said, "Let's forget all". And how can I forget about everything we had? Every look he gave to me? Every his touch? His eyes?
- You know what, you should relax. Let's go to club. You'll find another guy and problem is solved.

When we were in the club, I was approached by a young man, he gave me a cocktail. We started to talk. his name was Kris. We spent all evening and night toghether. I really liked him. With Kris I forgot about all feelings I had to Nathan. After that, we started dating.