In the few last weeks I learned what is Mike's favorite things to do and I fell for him even harder, I started to believe he is the only piece out there, I want to be his so bad, Im already but I want him to want me to be his.
"stop obsessing" Fumiko said "im not I just like him, thats all" I replied to her, "we know you better than this" Jane said rolling her eyes at me, "so? what are you gonna do about your massive crush towards him" Fiona said and they all looked at me "I actually did something already" I said to her, "YOU WHAT? and you didn't even care to tell us" Jane said looking at me dead in the eye "it happened all so fast" I said defending myself, "whatever just tell us what happened" Fumiko said cutting us off "well it actually went pretty well, I talked to him in the playground" I said leaving out the parts where I was creepy "he even recognized me from school guys" I said hiding my smile,"wait really, maybe all your fantasies are true" Fiona said making me smile harder than I was already.
I was by my locker when Mike was walking through the hallway with his group of friends, One that I notice from class, They all looked so fine.
how could a group of friends be this good looking, When they got close to where Im standing I smiled looking at Mike, but he passed me without giving me even a glance, My smile fell down feeling a bit insecure but he probably have things to do and have his head occupied.
Whatsoever The tallest boy walking behind them all, the quiet one looked at me and we made eye contact, He had a stoned face with no emotion, He looked so pale yet so pretty, He broke the eye contact and went on walking with his friends.
During class I couldn't stop thinking about the interaction I jus had with the boys, How Mike didnt notice me and the eye contact with the pale looking guy.
The final bell rang and I texted the girls that I have things to do so I cant come with them, I didnt but I felt like strolling around alone with my thoughts.
I went to the playground even though Mike doesn't come here on Mondays but to my luck his pale tall friend was there, He was sitting alone listening to some music I guess being in his own world.
I went to sit down next to him, I wasn't even nervous, boys dont scare me only the ones I like.
He took one earphone off and raised an eyebrow like he's asking me what do I want, Im not gonna tell him I just wanna get closer to Mike through him so instead I went with "Hi" ...silence... "you are a senior at our school" I tried to open a conversation "and?" He asked, I didnt know what to say "what are you listening to?" I asked "juice world" he replied, "hm" I said cause we dont share the same music taste "want to listen" he asked handing me the other earphone "yes" I said taking it from his hands and putting it in my ears feeling happy to be invited, I dont know why but I like this, I like his world its quite and comfy, I think I like being around him.
I woke up opening my eyes trying to understand where am I, Then it hit me, I was sleeping on his shoulder, I raised my head slowly facing him, He was looking at me and said "how was your nap" I blushed feeling embarrassed "good" I said, I stood up saying "I have to go, bye nice.. ah talk" I started springing my way out too embarrassed that I felt this comfortable around him this fast.
That night I couldn't decide who to think of, I liked Mike longer but I felt different with the other boy, Holy crap I didn't even ask for his name, I face palmed my face feeling even more embarrassed now, What Im going to tell the girls now? I had a nap on Mike's friend shoulder "uughhh" I said with frustration before choking myself with the pillow trying to kill my thoughts away.
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