Stockholm syndrom

Day 6

My stomach hurts so much . So does my back from sleeping on the floor. I now realize that I haven't been able to go to the bathroom much. I scream in pain . I hear him coming after a while. He opens the door in anger.

- What's up now princess ?

I look at him with such anger he knows how I hate being called that and the pain doesn't help my mood .

- I haven't been able to

- To what ? Speak !!

I glance at the bathroom and his expression changes .

- Also I haven't been able to take my meds . I have a filled up prescription in my purse,but it's not like I have it right now .

-Oh yeah .

He looks around a hand up his head .

- I'll make some adjustments .I don't want to deal with it , when you do on yourself.

He goes up to the bathroom where I can hear him doing stuff . Probably cleaning the glass so I won't be able to stab him with it . It's weird that he didn't make time to me to go to the bathroom and everything now seems kind of misplanned . I can see that someone was definitely held here but he doesn't seems that experienced . He gets out with a bag.

- Ok the bathroom is cleared now . I'll give you your meds whenever you deserve food , it's not pity . I need you alive for what's next .

He seems nervous of letting me out of the chains .

- You never did this before did you ?

-No! Now listen I have the cameras everywhere, I'll see you 24/7 so don't get any bad ideas anyway escaping out of here is impossible. Believe me ,I know.

He knows ? What does he means ? He made it impossible or did he ever was prisoner of that basement.

-Also there's an old bed somewhere here it's covered in all kinda stuff, I guess I can't keep you away from it now . Alright, you got your human decency now. Don't expect any more.

I nod , I think the best plan is to not comment to much when he's showing feelings. He wants to be this monster I painted him out to be to everyone in high school before , but the truth is he never was. I'm the one who killed every bit of light in him that disappeared. I did that.

- I'm so sorry Harry , I deserve to be here.

- You know it's too late for apologies now.

- I do. I wish I would have been stronger. I wish I could do it all over again, because this isn't you.

He looks down. I can see the rage on his face.

-Well, that's what you created , I hope you're proud. I'm finally the monster that deserved what you did to me.

Without letting me answer he goes away .I know I wont see him for awhile.

***Flashback December 18th ***

He sits and gives me a muffin he just bought me from the cafeteria.

-Fruits explosion ,your favourite I had too.

I fake smile gently at him. I'm such a monster.

- Thank you. Can't believe you remember..

- Of course I do, you use to always get them in middle school.

I hate myself. He goes on since I've become completely mute.