~TAKRAAR SE PYAAR TAK~Shakhi FF

52.~Jo Tera Howega~

So...here's the 52nd chapter...I hope that you will like it..

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Anokhi was silently gazing the sky thinking about the same when she was with him a few moments ago..
She wanted to be alone for sometime but suddenly her gaze again fell upon her phone as it buzzed and she finally decided to pick it up..

Anokhi- Kya hua Isha maine bataya toh tha ki...

Isha- Pata hai...par ek phone uthane mein kya problem thi..tujhe pata bhi hai kya hua hai aur tu bhi gayab hai..

Anokhi- Kya hua hai..bata..

Isha- Shaurya... pata hai tujhe kaha hai..teri baat...

Anokhi- Mujhe nhi pata

Came her blunt reply while Isha got worried again..

Isha- Tujhe kuch toh pata hoga Anokhi...Kartik bohat jyada worried hai woh..

Anokhi- Maine bola na mujhe nhi pata... aa jayega woh wapas..i don't know..

Isha- You really don't care ki woh itni raat ko kaha gayab hai..

Anokhi- Haa...nhi padta kuch bhi farq mujhe..

Anokhi said in frustrated tone and disconnected the call while closing her eyes shut..

"Shaurya.." It was the only word which left her mouth..

She was tired of pretending anything now..
Pretending that she doesn't care anymore, pretending that she is alright, pretending that everything is perfect..
Leaving every worry about any other thing the only thing she wanted right now was Him...

She tried calling him but of no use..

"Kaha ho tum Shaurya...yeh koi tareeka hai aise gayab kaun hota hai..ab kaha dhundu main...."

Just then she heard the huge sound of thunderstorm which left her distressed..

"Mausam bhi itna kharab hai...aise mein kyun jaana tha tumhe...kaha ho sakte ho tum..."

She thought as every passing second was making her restless thinking about him..

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Shaurya smiled sadly looking at the fountain based small garden infont of him as he remembered them standing at the same place few months back..

Shaurya- Issi jagah tumne mujhe bataya tha ki...tum..tum mujhse pyaar karti ho..aur maine...

He sighed and got seated on the bench, lost in their memories..

Shaurya- Jhooth...uss din ke uss jhooth ke baad meri zindagi bhi jhooth ban chuki hai...har baar aise hota hai..shayad main tumhe deserve hi nhi karta..bass isiliye..

Haa..nhi bol paaya main aaj kuch bhi tumhe...Nhi ho rha tha mujhse..
Aur kya karta main uss din..i was scared..
Mujhe tumhe khone ke darr se jyada tumhare liye darr tha..

He shook his head as tears started rolling down his eyes..

Kaise batata woh sab baatein tumhe..pata tha tum toot jaati..mujhe laga shayad aisa karke main sab sahi kar raha hoon...woh ek impulsive decision kar liya maine..aur laga ki main toh reh lunga par main nhi kar saka..nhi..

He sniffed while covering his face in his palms..

Shaurya- I was so stupid to hide things from you..
I was so stupid to think ki woh baat tumhare yaa mere baare mein nahi thi...hamare baare mein thi..
I was so stupid ki maine tumhe khudse door jaane ko keh diya..jab ki main khud nhi reh sakta tha door..