I fear to love another.
For one man.
Chose to deny our love.
And the other.
Man chose to break my heart.
Though I yearn to be loved.
I know not.
If I am able to love.
I am aware it is selfish.
But I'm only human.
I find myself undeserving.
Of any love.
From my loved ones as well.
However that doesn't mean.
I wish my loved ones.
To stop showering.
Love upon me.