Words Left Unsaid

I want...

I want to write a poem to you
I want many things but nothing compares to you
I want to look up into your eyes without wanting to run away
I want to forget but you are in my mind day by day
It was your smile that day
That took my breath away
That was the day I knew
I have fallen for you
Maybe I should turn around and forget
But when I looked at that smile, I knew it was way to late
Nicknames I have given you to forget your name
But my feelings for you still stays the same
You'll never know, and about that I should be relieved
But why do I still have hope, why do I still believe
Soon you will be gone, and so will the feelings I have for you
A smile was just a smile until I saw what yours could do
You made my heart smile and my butterflies alive
I want this to be a goodbye, simply not to you but to the feelings I had for you
I want you to know, I will forever remember you
I want many things in this world but nothing would compare to you
Your smile will keep my dreams alive
Your eyes will forever be the place I seek for peace
I want you
Thats all I ever wanted, is you, I want you to smile at me that way
But thats all gone, since you will go far away
I already miss you, I forever will
You never knew my name and you simply never will
But I knew yours and I would remember it forever
To your love, smile, eyes, laugh I'll never have
To simply you,
My carrot, the nickname I have given you to forget your name
But I simply never could
Goodbye, To you the one with the smile I simply never will forget
That's all I ever wanted, that damn smile....Your damn smile.

-Niki_the_reader