Lovers Rock

5.

Man I really fucked up dude.

I've texted him and he hasn't responded, did I do something wrong? What if I just spam call him, that's being desperate, i don't wanna be desperate.

Fuck me dude.

Speaking of that...let me not.

but it felt so good, it shouldn't have been that good, I wouldn't even be feeling bad but God do i feel horrible.

Maybe he's busy, ughhshdjsje

"Z," my mom cuts me out of my thoughts, "Messiahs here"

WHAT?

"Tell him to come upstairs" I yell down stairs to my mom and a few minutes after i hear a knock at my door.

I go to open my door and immediately met with eyes looking downat me.

I move out the way for him to come in and he shuts the door behind him.

We just stare at eachother and i don't see anger in his eyes, idk what I'm seeing.

He puts his head down to mine and puts his lips onto mine, holding my waist in the process.

I put my arms around his neck and kiss him back. This is bad, really bad.

"We can't be doing this.." I say between breathes.

"You don't seem to be stopping" he says and I fell right into that trap.

He lifts me up onto the wall still kissing me and im just mesmerized by the moment I'm having rn.

He puts his leg in between mine and the feeling that i got wasn't helping. Him rubbing him legs between me, the friction im getting from this was making me wet.

"Messiah, fuck, please." i try to remain quite to not hurt my mother's precious ears.

All of the sudden he puts me down and sits on my bed. Just staring at me.

"What's wrong" I ask concerned.

"Did you regret it" He asks, sounding a little bit hurt, "Us doing what we did"

"I don't regret it, but i just don't want this to turn into nothing more bc i don't want to hurt you nor do i wanna hurt myself" I say and he nods.

"Come here" he speaks in tone that made me more wet, god I have problems.

I walk over to him, standing in front of him. He grabs my waist and sits me down on his lap, I can immediately feel his buldge and im just amazed.

He looks up at me and im already in a trap. Fuck me.

"Lose control on me" he tells me and i freeze, what is going on.

Nonetheless i do as he says and I start to dry hump him, the friction of his jeans going onto my thin shorts.

As I'm doing this, he keeps looking up at me and makes me so wet the way he looks at me, like he's just a lost puppy.

"Fuck" I hear him moan.

I go faster in pace, for my own control and I can feel myself not being able to hold it in anymore.

"mm" I moan very lightly as to not draw anything that doesn't need to be drawn.

I go faster and faster and I can feel myself about to get louder and louder.

"Shhh." Messiah says, putting his hand up to my mouth.

"Open" he says and I do as I'm told.

He puts his thump in my mouth and start sucking on it.

"Good girl" OMFG.

I continue to go faster with his thump in my mouth and trying to keep myself quiet.

"Uh fuck me" he moans and I can sense im getting closer.

"Look at me, look at me as you cum, and as I cum" I open my eyes to look at him.

"Has anyone ever satisfied you like this before me" he asks and I shake my head.

"Words dear" he tells me

"Fuck..no" I moan

"Mm, cum for me..fuck" He tells me.

After he says that I cum and he also cums, seeing the cum come through his pants and seeing the wetness coming out.

He looks at me and kisses me right after. God his lips felt so good. He felt good.

"Z, it's time for dinner" my mom calls me from my door.

"I'll be down in a minute" I yell back.

"so uhh, join us for dinner" I ask him

"Why not" he says smiling

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"Salmon with garlic and shrimp" my mom puts down our plates smiling at us.

"Thank you mom," I speak in an awkward tone because of what just happened up stairs.

"It's nice to see you again Messiah, especially showing up out of no where, usually Z tells me when people come over" my mom glares at me like i did something wrong.

"She didn't know i was coming, i kinda just showed up" he says honestly and he looks at me and smiles.

"Awe that's sweet" my mom smiles sweetly and i feel embarrassed weirdly.

"I'll be back" i get up from the table and go into the closest bathroom and shut the door.

i stare at myself and I have no idea what's wrong with me. This feeling is messing with my head. I've never gotten to a point where I've had sex with someone and had any remorse about it after, maybe im still high, probably.

i hear a knock at the door, "can i come in" I hear Messiah say from the other side of the door.

I open the door, letting him in and locking it behind him.

"Can I just say one things" he says and I nod.

"I think it's best that we keep this between us and we keep this lowkey, just only us and we can sleep with anybody else" he stares at me.

"That sounds like a plan for me" I stare back at him.

"So..you wanna go for round too without any clothes?" He smirks at me and I gasp.

"Messiah i-" he cuts me off when his lips hit my neck and he starts to kiss down my neck.

"oh come on, i know you enjoyed it as much as I did" he definitely has a way with words.

"Maybe next time, im tired and pretty sure I'm still high" I say slightly pushing him off my neck.

"that's okay with me" he looks me in my eyes and then looks at my lips.

"If you wanna kiss me go ahead and do it" he wasted no time after i said that, he kissed me for a good minute before telling me bye and walking out the bathroom.

"I'll see you around" he tells me walking out the door too his car.

God what am I doing, aw fuck me.

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HIIIIII, anyway, I feel like im rushing but at the same time I don't, ANYWAY, have a good day loves