akutagawa x atsushi

[Who is she?]

|11.45|
|ATSUSHI POV|
Dazai: Why here?
I look behind me and I see him, I see Dazai. He looks wired, like a fog. I can't see his face, its like it been deleted off him completely.
Atsushi: What do you mean? I asked slowly. Damn it, why do I feel so guilty
Dazai: Are you here to fight Akutagawa? Why are u here kido? He's voice is so deep, but sharp in the same time. He also knows about Akutagawa's spot. Did he show it to Akutagawa? How close were they? Why is Akutagawa so desperate for Dazais approval?
Atsushi: How did y-
Dazai: Now tell me Atsushi, do you want to meet him?
My heart is beating so fast, but also feels like it just stopped. Do I want that? I think I do
Atsushi: No
Dazai: Then? Do you want to die?
I hate it. This question. Of course I don't. I am horrified by the idea of death. I feel like there is no ear no more.
Atsushi: No.
Dazai: Then? Do you want to kill him?
I remain silent, Dazai is now in front of me. I don't know how or when he got so close. What the heck am I doing? What the heck am I going to say? What-
Dazai: Pfff
Atsushi: huh? Im trying to look up to Dazai, but I can't move my body, the fog is suffocating me so painfully
Dazai: He won't listen to you idiot, but me.
I stare at the void and I feel the cold ear on me. I wake up. Shit, I have fallen asleep here. I have so many questions. Dazai. I really need to talk to Dazai, but how... and why
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|12.22|
|DAZAI POV|
Kunikida: This kid is really getting on my nerves.
Dazai: Let him beeeeeeeee~
Kunikida: What's gotten into him all the sudden??
Tanizaki: Maybe he's in love? Or the ptsd is just showing up?
Dazai: O MY, MAYBE YOU ARE RIGHT, I NEED TO TACHE HIM EVERYTHING ABOUT LADYS! I will be his master in the love problems!
Kunikida is going to exploded out of anger and I'm here for it. Gosh, Atushi your giving me such a good time
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|18:52 PM|
|ATSUSHI POV|
I slowly enter the agency door
Atsushi: Where is everyone?
Ranpo: They had a mission
Suddenly I see how Kunikida is blocking the door angrily
Kunikida: We need to talk Atushi.
Atsushi: I know. I mess up
Dazai: Who stolen our Atsushi attention. Who is she?~
He's so dramatic, but still she? I should ask.
Atsushi: She?
Dazai: Don't tell me!? Is a him??
Dazai says with a smirk on his face, clearly wishing to bully me. Maybe he's trying to make me feel guilty? Definitely. Now all of them are looking at me.
Ranpo: I knew you were soft but I didn't expect you to be into man
Atsushi: WHAT!? What are you saying!?
Kunikida: Are you in love with this man?
Atsushi: WHAAAAAAAAT, NOOOOOOOOOO!
For some reasons I feel so embarrassed.
I see Dazai hiding a big laugh.
Kunikida: So? Then that's gotten into you?
I sign and go straight to Dazai with a serios face. He looks confused. I can't tell is he's worried or curious, but I have this feeling he just read my mind. Just by looking at me a bit closely.
Dazai: What do you wish to know kido?
Damn it. He read me perfectly. Should I just ask him? But how do I start?
Atsushi: You were in the Mafia. I can't tell why you enter the agency...
Dazai looks at me with a cold face and a sharp smile.
All the members are back from the mission. Entering the door and looking at my scared, yet cold face and Dazais. I just know they are worried for my life and so am I at this poit.
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[hi, so I'm back. I want to say sorry for the long wait, but Im so surprised and happy to see that people are actually really my story! its a beginning and not a lot of people, but Im so happy for it. ALL THE COMMENTS (that are literally just three) MADE ME KEEP GOING WITH THE STORY, THANK YOU! I truly hope you enjoyed part two and again if you have any suggestions on how to make the story better please dont hesitate to tell me! I will also make sure to not make you wait this much or part 3 or any other part from now on! Have a nice day/night! goodbyee ]