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Look at me

[Angst!! ]

"Kenma!" Hinata smiled softly, just getting home from work. He sat beside his boyfriend kissing his partners cheek. "Hey" he said fondly gazing at him while he watched as kenmas focus remained on his game.

He'd be lying if he said that didn't make him feel ashamed or upset, his own boyfriend paying more attention to a game than him?

He scoffed, taking the headphones off of his head, putting the falling pieces of hair behind his ear.

Kenma hummed. That's all. No "hey shoyo I didn't see you" not even a "hello"

"Give me those pls" he asked nodding his head to the direction of the headphones. His eyes still glued to the tv.

"Really? Are u fucking serious?" Hinata question, in disbelief.

"What do u mean?" Kenma said Turing his head just a little so it looked like he was looking at him but hinata knew all too well what he was doing.

"You cant even look at me kenma"

"Shoyo not this again" Kenma grimaced. He and hinata had been arguing about this for some time now. It's not like this was a first time thing.

Hinata looked at him as if he wasn't looking at the same Kenma he once knew anymore.

When they stared dating Kenma treated him as if he was the most important thing that had happened to him.

Telling him he loved him every chance he got, kissing his cheek whenever he saw him, taking him on dates even if he wasn't in the best mood, treating him with gifts any chance he got making sure he got them even if hinata didn't accept them.

Now it's like everything changed once they'd finally moved into together. He cant even get Kenma to say he loved him that often. Last time he heard those words come out of his mouth were 2 weeks ago.

The gifts and everything wasn't even that big of a deal to him, all he wanted was Kenma to put the fucking work into their relationship. The "I love you's" the "how was work" when he'd gotten home. Shit the "hellos" when he stepped in a fucking room with him.

What can he do about it though? He'd talked to him, asking if there was anything he'd done. Blaming himself for it. Wondering if he'd somehow pissed him off to make him it like him anymore.

Today he finally realized it wasn't his fault. No use in arguing about it any longer. He'd realized he wasn't going to change anytime soon.

"Yeah okay" hinata said figuring there was no use in arguing about it. He'd had enough. He stepped out of the living room and walked to their shared bedroom.

Packing his bags he teared up. Remembering all the memories that happened here.

Once he'd gotten all packed he walked out into the living room, looking in kenmas direction hoping he would notice him and beg him to stay.

hoping the old him came back.

Kenma hadn't even noticed him. His eyes still glued on to the game. Hinata wanted to smash the console Into pieces. He didn't though knowing that wouldn't make him feel any better. 

He sighed walking to the door, carrying his suitcases, unlocking the door. Figuring he'd stay at kageyamas til he got a new place.

He didn't want to break up with Kenma right now. He wanted to wait til he knew he was ready. He couldn't. If Kenma said he was sorry Hinata knew he'd forgive him.

He sighed. Looking back before he stepped out the door. Praying Kenma looked back and say him.  His vision started getting blurry he knew the tears were on their way. "Look at me" Tears running down his face as he bit his lip to stop it from quivering. 

He closed his eyes and wiped his tears. Walking out the door. Feeling a bit of relief. No goodbyes were said. Just like all those time Kenma did the same to him.

I'm bad at writing angst LOLL