Beautiful Gir- Boy?

Beautiful Memories

Chapter 4~

Beautiful Memories

The next day I didn't see Hayashi, no matter how hard I looked for him. I guess he was really preoccupied with that girl. Hayashi's a pervert but he's actually a good person. That girl is taking advantage of his kindness. It really pissed me off, shes such a whore.

"Jeez this is stupid.." I sighed and blew my cheeks up.

I was walking home alone again, I didn't really notice because I always had Hayashi by my side. Hayashi is the only one I have right now. I have siblings but they have moved out, and my mom works all day to provide for me. We have more than enough money though, her reason for working is pure selfishness.

I shivered, chills ran up my spine, it was just starting too get cold, fall was my favorite time of year. I had a bad feeling so I turned around, but no one was there except for someone a good distance away.

I sped up my pace and so did the person behind, I sped up my pace even more, and even more, now turning into a run. But before I could get away someone grabbed me by wrapping their hand around my mouth and forehead.

I was pulled backwards into someones body, my heart was pounding and I was terrified. I felt a long strand of hair tickle my arms and I looked up too see Hayashi standing above me. I sighed and leaned onto him, thank goodness its only him.

He leaned down and whispered into my ear sending more chills down my back, "we're being followed."

"By who?" My voice came out muffled through his hand.

We began walking to the city where is was crowded, His next words shocked me,

"Saeu."

Before I could respond Hayashi pulled in between two buildings, disappearing from the crowd. I turned around to look at him, the ally was thin so we were close together.

"W- why's she following us?" I asked.

"She's obviously a.... yandere." Hayashi teased.

For I second I let out a yelp but then hit him, "stop it this is no time to be kidding!"

"Saeu's family is very rich, they are also a gang leader, they are probably coming to take us."

"Why!?"

"It's obvious that Saeu likes me, they probably want to kill you." He said nonchalantly.

I felt my heart race for a quick moment, but then I realized, "there's no one following us is there?"

"Nope, I just wanted to grab you." Hayashi stuck his out tongue, I growled at him.

"Your my servant, I'm pretty generous, letting you spend time with another girl." I teased and led him out of the ally.

"Sooo generous." He agreed sarcastically.

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After I arrived home Hayashi invited himself in for dinner. "As, my master its your duty to feed me."

"You have your own food for that." I scoffed.

"Aw come on."

"Fine but you must do something for me in return, this is a good offer, sense your my servant you should be doing it anyways!" I scolded, I really didn't want to do the dishes.

"I see..." Hayashi grinned at me.

What was that pervert thinking?

Next thing I knew I was pinned to the wall, guys seem to like walls. "I- I didn't me-"

My face went red hot as a wet texture gently moved up my neck. I closed my eyes tightly and tensed up, not able to move. Hayashi stopped just as I prepared myself for more.

"If you want more you have to ask." He teased and winked at me but I refused to talk.

"I see." He said and grinned at me, his hand trailed down my side as he moved back in for more.

"I see..." Hayashi grinned at me.

What was that pervert thinking?

Next thing I knew I was pinned to the wall, guys seem to like walls. "I- I didn't me-"

My face went red hot as a wet texure gently moved up my neck. I closed my eyes tightly and tensed up, not able to move. Hayashi stopped just as I prepared myself for more.

"If you want more you have to ask." He teased and winked at me but I refused to talk.

"I see." He said and grinned at me, his hand trailed down my side as he moved back in for more. 

He gently sucked on my neck, then nibbled on my ear and slowly he came back to my mouth. He looked at me and stuck his tongue out knowing how I was falling under his hand.

"Stick out your tongue." He demanded, and I couldn't help but listen.

I opened my mouth and he licked my tongue, then I pushed his tongue into my mouth.  He licked the bottom of my tongue, gently sucking on it. I leaned in, I knew how much he was enjoying this, and I kind of enjoyed this too. I licked the top of his tongue, tickling him a little as he arched his back.

We had both slid to the ground, and Hayashi was still over me.

Hayashi up buttoned my shirt and started sucking just above my chest, like the tease he was. I slid my hand up his shirt as he continued covering my chest in marks, till I let out a moan.

Hayashi grinned at me and unzipped his pants, I gently squeezed his hand signaling that I didn't want to go any farther. And understanding he stopped.

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The next week, while I was walking through the halls I bumped into this Saeu girl. She was quite pretty.

"Ohayo." I greeted her in a cold voice.

"Ohayo!" She replied, returning the greeting. I wanted to break her thin perfect neck, she dared to take my servant from me, whom of which I haven't even gotten to really use.

"Your that girl from before." She noted and I nodded. "What's your relationship with my Hayashi?"

"My Hayashi? You don't even know him well enough to call him by his first name, let only refer to him as yours." I scoffed.

"Your avoiding the question."

"I'm his master, and he is my servant, you should be thankful I'm letting you use him." I said, this bitch really pissed me off.

"Don't be naive, hes not your servant, he owes you nothing, hes simply playing with you. Why do you think he didn't tell you he was a guy, he's not interested in you. He pity's you because your always alone. The only friend you have is him. Its just him showing kindness." She gloated.

"He doesn't care about you, idiot."

I stepped forward feeling like I was going to topple over. I couldn't actually be thinking she was right.. I can't, Hayashi has been nothing but good to me, but. He does seem to play with me a lot.

I have no control over him, he doesn't do anything I tell him. He teases me and sexually harasses me, and he hasn't even confessed to me.

Does he care, or is it really... all just a game.

I covered my mouth with my hand. And felt a lump growing in my throat.

"Really, your just a toy."

That was the tipping point for me, I ran away from that situation as quickly as I could. I locked myself in the maintenance closet.

"There's no way she could possibly be right." I tried wiping away the tears from my face. I thought the feelings I had for Hayashi would have already been portrayed. Shes right. He acts like he likes me but he hasn't confessed or anything.

Its really all a lie.