Dream into reality

What's his sexuality

Being woken up by your grandfather shouting for u to wake up and drawing the curtain so the light can come through the window to light up your room upon leaving he gave u one slap on the shoulder for u to finally get up n get dressed knowing if u weren't ready in 30 minutes he would leave u and u would have to walk to school hearing ur brother walk pass your room u peeked out on him in his mock neck long sleeve black tee,black cargo pants and his high top black sneakers since as black is the only color he has worn since our parents had died never seen him in any other color anyways I love him not like brotherly love but more as u can tell I'm gay but he's not well I'm not sure because I have never seen him in a relationship with a guy we were sitting in a awkward silence in the dining room before our grandfather came and putted our breakfast infront of us indicating that we should hurry and start eating to go to school. Time skip Going straight to class I sat in my seat waiting for the other students and teacher to come in while I waited I took out my journal and started writing (Today is the third day I haven't cut I'm really proud of my self suicidal thoughts are still there b-) as I was about to finish writing the bell went indicating students to go to their classes.Students started filling the classroom one by one turning sideways huey saw riley 3 seats away from him. Time skip The bell rang and everybody ran out exept me and riley I quietly started packing my stuff since as he loves quiet and I kinda always listen to him not paying attention I didn't realize he moved from where he was sitting closing my bag and turning around to head out of the class I slammed in something hard but soft and squishy looking up I saw non other than my brother riley staring down at me with peircing eyes trembling I asked what's wrong and what he wanted me to help him with just for him to bend down and kiss me on the cheek after kissing me he just walked away like nothing even happend blushing I went out finally reaching a set of stair I was pushed down by someone rolling down 30 steps looking up on who pushed me I started trembling seeing one of rileys friend getting up with my trembling feet I apologized for being in their way bending down to take my book up I heard a deep voice behind me asking why I apologized without paying attention to who it was I answered because I was in their way its good manners getting up turning around I saw riley holding my head down I realized I was bleeding not from my bottom half but my head excusing myself to go to the nurse I stepped off to walk then.....BLANK..............