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James pov:
it's been 3 fucking days and noah hasn't responded to me or answered my calls. i'm honestly really worried, sure our last interaction was awkward but i really need to talk to him.

honestly its really weird how i feel such a connection to someone i just meet. i miss him so much and i think wil can tell ive been anxious these last few days even if he hasn't mentioned it.

i decide to send one last text saying "look i get it if you don't really wanna talk right now, but if you really dont want to see anymore please say it to my face. midnight, at the park." i press send and throw my phone across the room not caring if its shattered.

i walk downstairs to wil making himself a snack. "hey james! how ya doing?" he asks in a jolly tone. "i'm alright." i feel bad lying but i'm scared noah wont ever talk to me again. "you sure?" he asks with a knowing look. "IM FUCKING FINE SO STOP ASKING!" shit i broke. "sorry wil i d-didn't mean to yell" i stutter out. he was obviously takin aback.

"james, is this about ra- sorry noah? he hasn't been online in a few days. i know you care about him, but you need to take care of yourself also. you've been a mess for some random guy you've known for like a week. you can't become so dependent on new people." wil says with a sigh. "i'm not- that isn't what this is! i'm j-just worried that's all." i say while walking out the house.

i know its 11 something but i left my phone at home so i dont quite know. i slowly make my way to the park and sit on the swing. after waiting for what feels like hours (probably like 20 minutes) i hear footsteps behind me. i turn around to see the tall american starting to sit on the swing next to mine.

"hey" he chocked out. "look i'm sorry i haven't responded, i really like you and don't want to loose you. i was just scared, sorry." he says while looking at the ground. "i really like you too." i say blushing looking into his eyes.

he stands up and i do the same. noah holds his hand out for me to take. "can i show you somewhere special?" i ask quietly as to not disrupt this peaceful moment. "totally!" he says with a smile.

we walk towards the alleyway behind my apartment building, i notice he seems a little uneasy. "don't worry i'm not here to murder you!" i say in a joking matter, definitely lightening the mood. "ok good!" he chuckles out

i walk to the familiar fire escape ladder and pull it to the ground. i start climbing and motion noah to follow. we climbed up 5 stories before finally reaching the roof.

a/n
ok ik this chapter was kinda boring but i'm gonna try and make the next chapter cute. anyways have a good day and drink some water<3

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