Marvel [oneshots].

you're alive [W.M]

A/N:
I got inspired by Billie Eilish's song 'the 30th'.

in this story you have a little sister called Amy who's 16 years old, Your mom died delivering her.
You father died of lung cancer a month ago.
You are 24 .
Wanda is 26.
Word count: 1498

⚠︎TW⚠︎: suicide, depression, panic attack, tell me if I forgot something.

P.s; the panic attack following is based after my own personal experience with it. I'm sorry if it doesn't fit the way you feel when you experience this terrible thing.
Pronouns: she/her if any

(This will get a part 2)

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What if the accident happened to you on a different day?
On a bridge where there wasn't a rail in the way?
Or a neighborhood street where the little kids play?
Or the angeles crest in the snow or the rain?
What if you weren't alone? What if There were kids in the car!
If you changed anything would you not have survived?

You're alive!
There's a reason you're alive!
There's a reason you're still here!
Amy Don't do it please I'm begging you!

AMY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF!
THINK ABOUT SOPHIA YOUR BEST FRIEND!
THINK ABOUT THE TEAM!
THINK ABOUT ME!"

AMY! NO!

Those were the last words you said to your sister.

18:30

"As I was saying Sam, Chek-mate." You said as you knocked down his king.
"You were cheating! There ain't no way you just beat me in less then 10 moves!"
"But I did" you said with a smug expression.

Sam began to 'threaten' you.
"You better wipe that smile off your face or I'll-" He got interrupted by your phone ringing.

It was your sister. you instantly picked up.
"Hey what's up? How's shoppingwith Sofia?" You ask her.

"I..I didn't go shopping with Sofia.."
her voice was husky. you could hear alot of background chatter and some waves.

"What? So Where are you??" You asked her panicked.

"I'm sorry. I left a tape at my room that explains everything.."
her voice was shaking and trembling uncontrollably.

"Amy where are you?? you're stressing me out, please!"

"I'm sorry.."

"Amy whatever you're about to do please stay with me on the phone and think about it!" As you said it you wrote a note to Tony.

'Find the location of her phone'

Less then one minute later and he shows you the location. The bridge near the park.

The bridge.

Suddenly it snapped.
She was going to suicide.
That's why she apologized.
That why she was in such a hurry to leave.
That's why she was so quiet in the past few days.

That's why she's at the bridge.

You ran out of the door, luckily you had your flip-flops underneath the chair you sat on. The bridge was ten minutes walk away.