I am now on my way to the airport hoping to forget about my feelings and think about the next four years at Hudson University. I already miss Ricky and John. I really did love Ricky but the only reason he wanted to be with me was because of John. I also wanted John to grow up with married parents but I really wanted to have a husband who loved me.
Once I got to the airport, of course I saw the really annoying Ben. Ben was my boyfriend the first two years of high school and while I was pregnant. I did love him but it seemed that he only wanted to be with me because he felt bad for me. All through High School he wanted to be with me. I did love Ben more during the first two years of High School, but my feelings started changing once I found out he got Adrian pregnant. We weren't together when they "got pregnant" but we seemed to still have feelings for each other and I thought it was rude to just have sex with Adrian.
Ben has been trying to get me back for the last 3 or 2 years of our lives but it never worked. He was always to protective and thinking he was the father even though he wasn't. All through High School I had a choice of being with Ricky or Ben. Ben always seemed to be the most trustworthy but I was wrong, though Ricky was the bad boy who everyone wanted to have sex with. I believed Ricky at band camp when he said he wanted to be my boyfriend until the first day of High School.
I managed to ignore Ben for 2 hours until we got on the plane.
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The Secret Life of The American Teenager: what's next?
FanfictionIn this story, Amy is confused about her feelings for Ricky. She misses him and John and feels insecure and depressed about leaving them. You'll have to see what happens between Ricky and Amy's relationship and Amy's feelings about Ben.
