I asked you if we can still be friends but you told me we will just end up of hurting each other. But I still can't let you go, maybe people might think I'm exaggerated or stupid that I feel for him so much when we never met in personal yet but as some people say we will never understand that person when you never been through what they have been through. Until one day after a month you told me you don't see anything wrong if we will be just friends again, so we continued our communication even skyping but you still show motives which gives me weird signs that you still have the feelings for me like how you worried for that much and I even got a text from you when you're drunk which is really really weird.. You know I kind of thinking sometimes if you still have that special feelings for me if we will get together again.
Thats why I decided to stop our communication and I told you so. And you told me it's ok if we can't be friends this time maybe at some point. I'm just afraid that you might forget the beautiful memories we shared. If we can't be together at least we can cherish that. Sometimes, I want to ask you if you still love me or just wants everything to stay, I wish you tell me cuz I hate waiting everyday. I wanted to ask you but I was just too shy and afraid so maybe I just let you go
