I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I DON'YT DRIVE AND I THINK IM TOO LITTLE TO GET WASTED IM ONLY 12 U KNOW
I thought about our last kiss,
I HAVEN'T EVEN HAD MY FIRST KISS YET IDIOT
how it felt, the way you tasted
HOW DO I TASTE LIKE WTF FUCK U YOUR SO NASTY
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
I AM NOT FINE AND ITS ALL BECAUSE OF NAUGHTY BOY
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
THERE IS SO HE BESIDE ME BUT IM NOT LONELY EITHER
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
IF HE HUET ME I'LL BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM WAT DID U RIGHT TO ME AGAIN OH RIGHT U DIDN'T
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
I DON'T LIE OR DO I U NEVER KNOW
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
WAT IN THE NAME OF NIALL HORAN DO U MEAN REAL NOW YOUR GONNA BE LIKE MS SMITH AND SAY ARE U FOR REAL LIKE YES I AM REAL I THINK
'Cause I'm not fine at all
IF YOUR NOT FINE THEN WHY ARE YOU HERE GO AWAY CAUSE I DON'T GIVE 2 SHITS ABOUT HOW U FEEL
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
NO CAUSE I NEVER TOLD U I WAS LEAVING STOP MAKING UP STUFF
I remember the make-up running down your face
I DON'T WERE MAKEUP ITS NASTY AND WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I CRY FOR U
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
MY DREAMS ARE CREEPY AND I HARDLY REMEMBER THEM
Like every single wish we ever made
I DON'T MAKE WISHES
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
YOU WANT AMNESIA THEN WHEN U HAVE AMNESIA U WILL BE CRYING AND SAY I WANT TO REMEMBER WHO I AM
And forget about the stupid little things
LITTLE THINGS BY ONE DIRECTION ARE NOT STUPID ITS VERY NICE
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
WHAT THE FUCK I SLEEP WITH A TEDDY BEAR EVEN THO IT FALLS DOWN EVERY TIME CAUSE I KICK THE BEAR OFF THE BED
And the memories I never can escape
MIDNIGHT MEMORIES
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I GET IT GO TO THE DOCTOR
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I DON'T TAKE PICTURES CAUSE IM UGLY AND HOW DO PICTURES LIVE AND IM GONNA BREAK YOUR PHONE
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
WAT DO U LIKE TO SEE IF YOUR ALONE HANG OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS AND IF U DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS THEN MAKE SOME
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
I KNOW WHY CAUSE YOUR ALONE
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
YA FEEL THE PAIN IN HAPPY AND WHO TOLD U I MOVED ON I'M STILL MAD AT ZAYN
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
HOW DO U KNOW IM ALONE FUCK U STALKER
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
WAT HAPPENED WAS WAS A LIE TELL ME
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
I GET IT U LOVE MS SMITH SO YOUR TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE BEING REAL
Cause I'm not fine at all
GO TO THE HOSPITAL
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I remember the make-up running down your face
...........FUCK U ......................
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
............BITCH.................
Like every single wish we ever made
..........................
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
And forget about the stupid little things
I WON'T LET THESE LITTLE THINGS SLIP OUT OF MY MOUTH BUT IF I DO ITS U OH ITS U THEY ADD UP TO IM IN LOVE WITH U AND ALL YOUR LITTLE THINGS
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
.........
And the memories I never can escape
NOOOOOOOOOOO
If today I woke up with you right beside me
SHUT UP
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
YES IT WAS A DREAM BITCH WHERE I KILL NAUGHTY BOY
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
DON'T TOUCH ME
And you'd never slip away
YES I WIL
And you'd never hear me say
I DON'T CARE
