Fate

~Chapter 59~

Y/N POV

"Y/n...I wanted to ask something."

What is it? Why he seems so nervous?

Is he okay?

"What do you think about Jungkook?" His sudden question caught me off guard.

Huh?

"Answer me honestly...Y/n" He directly looked into my eyes.

"W-What about Jungkook?" I asked, still confused.

"Do -Do you have feelings for him?" He asked as his stare pierced through my soul.

He looked damn serious.

Even if I wanted to, I couldn't tear my gaze away.

Why he suddenly brought up that?

I was contemplating what to say.

I liked Jungkook...From the start...Yes, that's the truth. I had secured it at the bottom of my heart for so long. But it's also a fact that the feelings I developed for him during this stay were...Something different, something more ecstatic.

"Don't hide something from me, y/n..trust me as a friend!" Jimin said, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"I-I accidentally heard you today." He suddenly confessed, which made my eyes go wide.

He did what?

I looked down.

It's making sense why he suddenly asked me these...

Can't lie to him now.

Taking a deep breath, I looked back at him.

I don't know if I'm doing right or not, considering the person in front of me had confessed to me.

I chuckled nervously, " Since...you have heard it already...there's no point in beating around the bush." I started off calmly.

"I...I like Jungkook...more than an idol...more than a friend...more than everyone else..." the words weren't coming out of my mouth as they should have.

I was feeling so nervous-

I felt warmth embracing my hand, which was on the table. Jimin kept his palm over mine, squeezing it a bit in assurance. His smile made the undeclared tension in the cabin go away.

"I have fallen for him...his real self, Jimin. I don't know when it happened, but it's obvious I admired him from the very start... as my idol, I admired all of you but with him...I felt a unique connection to him even when he was far away. When destiny brought me along with him under one roof, unconsciously, he made a place in my heart which I'm realizing, only now." I let it out.

"You love him, Y/n. " Jimin uttered. I nodded in response and quickly wiped the lone tear that escaped my eyes.

"Did..have you had confessed to him yet? Does Jungkook know..?" He asked.

"No."

"No? Why?"

"Hey, hey, don't cry, Y/n. why are you crying?" He worriedly asked as he scooted closer. I felt those emotions taking over me yet again.

"He's been ignoring me, Jimin." I voiced out. Jimin was now beside me, with his one hand around my shoulders.

"What?"

I picked up my phone and turned to him. Mine and Jungkook's chat opened. Gladly I could control my water taps.

"He has left me on seen...Since the day I left the dorm. He hasn't contacted me even once, not he picked up my calls either. I- I don't know what I did which upset him or anything like he was fine till the last day but, just as I left dorms...It's as if he doesn't want to keep any contact."

"There must be something Y/n...Jungkook won't ignore you..." He said.

"That's what I want to know.." I whispered. "It doesn't matter anyway...there is no match for us. And there is no way if he would...like ...It's nothing."

Jimin was sitting beside me. His hand was still over mine.

"But Y/n, it matters. He needs to know."

"He doesn't need to."

"Why?"

"We are so different, Jimin...It's better if I keep these stupid feelings of mine to myself only." I looked another way.

"Y/n...why do you think I let out my feelings for you? Not only to let you know but also to put my heart at ease."

His words...

"And now...I have accepted the reality Y/n. It was easier to move on, knowing at least I had presented my feelings. Tell me. Would you be able to live after all of this...as if nothing happened? Won't you regret as if...Only if I would have told him...thoughts like that?"

"I wi-" Before I could answer, there was a loud thump. Jimin was quick enough to shift back to his place as suddenly the door opened.

"Hey, guys-"

"Y/n?" Eunji cut Taehyung off as she looked over me, concerned. I shake my head to signal her.

"You took very long?" I asked them.

"There were so many flavours, so we had to pick the best one."

"Don't tell me you again ate ice cream in the name of 'tasting'." Jimin narrowed his eyes on Taehyung, who just smacked Jimin's head before sitting beside him.

"He tasted all the flavours," Eunji said, passing two small cups to everyone.

"you are something, Kim Taehyung." Jimin shook his head before we all started enjoying our dessert.