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🌧sad Jess+Y/n oneshot🌧

I'm sorry not sorry-

Also this has Tw for depression. If your uncomfortable with that it's alright and you can skip this one. Also I'm making y/n a girl bc Jess is gay-

Pov - no one

It's the second season of the AAGPBL! (All-American Girls Professional Baseball League)

Because Jo got traded there is a new girl named, Isabella, most people just call her Bella though . (Bruh that's literally my sister... oops-) Bella was from Jess's home town. They didn't really know each other but they bounded over the fact that they might have seen each other without knowing. Bella was roommates with you and you and her bounded a lot. You and her were great friends but something felt off with you. You used to talk a lot but now you barely talked and only talked when you needed to. Jess thought it was odd but she brushed it off. You started to act normal again but one thing was off, you wouldn't eat a lot. By herself when Bella was talking about how she had a crush on Jess, You would just zone out and fall asleep. You liked Jess a lot but she knew that Jess wouldn't like someone like you, someone who was different, and weird,(I don't think that of you it's just the story-) but Bella, she was perfect for Jess. And she was perfect in general. So you stopped acting strange and tried to act normal. The only person that knew was Lupe, she was your best friend. One day You did something quite odd. You encouraged Bella to tell Jess about her feelings. "Just go for it! I'm sure she'll say yes." You said even though you felt like you had a knife in your throat. "Thank you y/n! You such a great friend!" Bella says  while hugging her. "Yeah..." you says under her breath. Bella walks over to Jess and they talk for a bit and the Jess kisses her...... they kissed.........

You did the right thing right? But then why do you feel like there is knives everywhere inside you? Why is there pain? You did the right thing and helped your friend......... right? 

Bella looked back at you with blush all over her face. You give her a smile and a thumbs up and she smiles. You felt like you were dying. Maybe you were dying. You didn't know anymore because after a while you couldn't think. You just went back upstairs to your room where Lupe was looking through a window with wide eyes. "What did you talk about?" Lupe asked. "Oh- I encouraged Bella to tell Jess her feelings." You told her. She looked at you like you were insane. "B-but don't you like Jess?" She asked you. "Yeah- But It was better for all of us. I mean why Jess like me? And Bella's just perfect for her. And if she's happier with her than I'm fine." Lupe hugged you and you start think it was a bad idea. Something you never notice was that Jess was listening to the entire conversation from behind the door. She didn't know what to feel or do, she just stood there in shock.  (I WISH I KNEW, I WISH I KNEW YOU WANTED ME, I WISH I KNEW, I WISH I KNEW YOU WANTED ME. Ok I'm sorry I had to-)

Kk if you want a part 2 just ask in the comments ig- ok I'm sorry not sorry for posting sad stuff. Ok bye hoped you liked it. Ok bye now.